Aaron Ray Rayzah Smith Tribute

STILL THINKING ABOUT YOU AND PLAYING YOUR MUSIC DAILY BROTHER!!!!!!!

Your mom and I were very close friends when we were pregnant. We were young and it was scary. We werent sure what to expect. Your mom was due in Feb I was due in June. She called me when you were born and told me she had a precious baby boy. I was so excited for her. I couldnt wait to hold you and spend time with you as I awaited my own child. You were an adorable baby boy. In June I had my own baby boy, who would become your "brother" and best friend for life. Your mom and I did a lot of stuff together. We especially liked going to the mall and taking you boys to Taco Bell in your strollers. Occasionally you would spend the night at my house so your mom could get some time to herself. It was neat watching you boys grow up together. Your mom and I moved around and didnt always stay close, but we always got you boys together for birthday parties and play dates. I have pictures of you boys sitting on the recliner together watching tv when you were around 3 years old. You were giggling in the picture. As you got older you started calling your mom Chris which I thought was funny. When she would tell you it was time to leave our house you would run and hide from her. This was something you did each and every time you came over. My fondest memory was when you boys were sitting in the room playing karaoke cassettes and singing to them. I opened the door to see how you boys were doing and you were listening to Ice Ice Baby. You kept rewinding it to capture the beat. Thats when I knew both you and Trevor were going to do something with your musical talents. Thank God for that because you left us so much of your music. This music came from your heart, and it was what made you so happy. Even when you were frustrated with your illness, you still had your music. We love you and miss you so much Aaron. Have a happy birthday.

Missing you!!!

just not the same.. i miss your cards, i could always count on you to make me laugh and feel like a wonderful mom on this special day...I miss you son....Love you always!!!
Love Momma

i wish Heaven had a phone so I could hear 
your voice. ■ ♥ ■ I thought of you today, but that is nothing new. I 
thought about you yesterday, and days before that too. ■ ♥ ■ I think of you in
silence, I often speak your name. All i have are memories and your 
picture in a frame. ♥ God has you in his arms. ■ ♥ ■ I have you in my 
heart!.♥ ♥ ♥ 

I can't believe your gone and it's been a year! I try to stay strong everyday and it's just so hard... It seams like a bad nightmare and I wish someone would wake me, you perhaps would be great but I know god has you by his side breathing without machines and having no worries. I can't wait to be with you someday by yourside... I know I hear you tell me, "not yet mom, somday.." I miss you so much, it gets pretty damn hard holding back tears and staying strong but I keep trying..
I love you and miss you son and so do all your great friends...
See you soon,
love, Mom

I cant believe I'm just now coming across this page ! Today is a year, a year since "Arwon" passed away. It was crazy waking up today, looking at my calender and seeing "RIP Aaron, 1 year." I think this day is harder then I'd expect it to be, because on the 10th of this month, I lost an extremely close friend/brother of mine. But then I think positively, because I know Aaron was up there in Heaven when he arrived. There isn't a time that goes by where I don't feel guilty when I think of him. I wish I would have gone and seen him his last year, just like he asked me to. But I know Aaron wouldn't want me feeling guilty. He's always in my prayers, and I think of him everyday. Every time I walk into my room and I see the pictures and memorials from the funeral I've placed right next to my bed, I think of him. I like to think that I have two Gaurdian Angels now.. I love you & miss you Aaron.

<3 Leslie (Or as Aaron called me, "Wezwe")