Aaron Ray Rayzah Smith Tribute

I am so glad that i created this memorial, because your loved ones are able to write their thoughts here when they are feeling empty and missing you. its still so hard to accept the fact that you are gone for good. i still think one day you will send me a comment on myspace saying "hey momma, i want to come visit!" i miss those messages. lexy NEVER stops missing you and talking about you. kayla misses her other brother so much. now that we are getting towards the holidays it is more painful than ever. i also know how painful it is for your mom. since i lost my mom on xmas day in 2007, i truly understand how much harder the loss becomes over the holidays. the only thing i have to hold on to are my dreams. i dream about you all the time. you are always laughing in my dreams, and just as happy to be with our family as you always were. and the best thing is that you arent struggling to breath. just like your mom, i know i will be with you again some day. but until then. we all know you are looking over us. you have truly helped trevor be strong through this. it took a long time for him to be able to lift his head and smile again. he never stops thinking about you. some days are harder than others, but you help him through each and every day. i love you aaron and miss you so DAMN much.