Alan,
Today was the longest day of my life. I always looked forward to your call to say, "I'm coming over there in a little while". I'm so broken hearted . It just rips me to pieces not to have you here. This is a nightmare. Alan, we all miss you and love you so much. I feel like you are watching over me. And I know if you could talk to me right now, you would say, "Ah, everything will be alright, mama".
My 1st mothers day without you
Robin Johnson May 11, 2009
Today was the longest day of my life. I always looked forward to your call to say, "I'm coming over there in a little while". I'm so broken hearted . It just rips me to pieces not to have you here. This is a nightmare. Alan, we all miss you and love you so much. I feel like you are watching over me. And I know if you could talk to me right now, you would say, "Ah, everything will be alright, mama".