well Anne the news that you were going to be a grandma was great to hear but still I feel sadness.It would have been another thing for us to share me being a nana already .That would of been Kaz Al Me and You we could have started the grannys and toddlers.I know you will be watching over Michael now with so much pride and so much wanting to part of it all.But you will always be part of that little ones life because you will always be mentioned just so the baby knows how loved and special you were to everyone who knew you.
Love you always and still missing you so very much xxxxxx sleep tight babes

Dear Anne
I thought I would write to you today because i know on Thursday i wont be able to manage. I can't believe that its drawing in to that dreadful day we had to let you go.My life and many others have been turned upside down since that day.I miss you every day even though life goes on, theres not a day where i dont stop and think of you.I miss nipping round for a chat and the gossip we would share(which you always seemed to have plenty of) no-one will ever get to know me as well as you did because I couldnt go through all this again you were more than a best friend to me we were just like sisters and a big part of me went with you that day.You always watched out for me and I always looked up to you. You would be so proud of the kids they are all coping in the best way they can which is not easy for them I know but they have done you proud, and just like I always promised I am there for each and everyone of them when ever they need me.
I wish I had someway of bringing you home again just so we could have a massive party and said goodbye properly,but i know that cant happen but one day we will meet again and it will be me with all the gossip because i will save it for you.
Forever in my thoughts and always in my heart
love and miss you so very much
vonney