Austin Hemmings Tribute

thanks austin rip and much warmth to his wife and chikdren and as usuall nothing thart DandG diidnt deserve, lets get real here, austin knew , he was not brought back-why you can keep erassing me but i will alwasy and forever be here writing this from an extremly close but forgotten person

"Austin Hemmings", so much has been told about your legend and what you had done to save D**** N***. I found this memorial website for you through the NZ Herald website when I had been going through all the court hearings about your case. I just want to say this is not easy for me...people may read this blog and start wondering who am I to come and say these things online. However, it needs to be said, first off, I'm sorry it ended that way., I wish I could have done something to stop it from happening. I wish I knew how to read his mind before everything happend. I'm also sorry that I haven't been in touch with your family yet. It's been a year and almost 6 months since you've been gone but you are still missed dearly especially by your loved ones and your friends. But, I still want to say I am sorry and before the trial begins I will try and contact your family and speack with them. As im typing away tears roll down my cheeks coz I am lost of words to say...my heart does go out to you and your family, the position I am in is not an easy one...and I know it is not compared to the position your family is in. I know you were a Chsitian but I too come from a Christian family but my spiritual walk is weak and is slowly climbing again after what had happend. If my faith was stronger like my mother said... I would have been able to stop all this and nothing would have ever happend.

Sorry can't bring you back, but I have been reliving the day you had left over and over again everyday coz of my guilt. I know you are in a better place than this cruel world we live in but peace be with you.

From a person who is afraid to reveal herself.....