babies lost through miscarriage Tribute

Our sweet baby whom we called Peep and now call Samantha was lost measuring at nine weeks of age. We found out when I was twelve and half weeks pregnant and were devastated. We will love her forever and she will always be our first child.

*We'll join you and Jesus soon enough, Samantha Peep*

I was very young when i had my first miscarriage. Its been four years since this has happened. And no matter what, I don't love her any less. I would give anything to have her back......I love you Rosaline Marie, mommy misses you.

We were so excited to find out we were pregnant. This was short lived when we lost you the following day. You were 5 weeks old in my tummy. You are back with god.

Dear Piglet

After a long struggle to conceive me and your Daddy started IVF to have you. We got really lucky on our first try and felt like the luckiest Mummy and Daddy in the world to be expecting you. We were so excited we told everyone and I even started planning your nursery, I never dreamed that you would be taken away from us. Just before Christmas 09 we saw you on the scan, you were tiny but we saw your heart beating and we loved you so much. When you had been growing for just 8 weeks, we found out that Mummy had a missed miscarriage and that somehow your heart had stopped beating and we were going to lose you. Daddy is usually the strong one but it was Mummy that had to hold him together in that room, he missed you so much, we both did and still do. Your Auntie and Uncle annouced that they were expecting your cousin at the same time that you should have been born, just 5 days apart! Its been very hard for Mummy to get through the past few months knowing that your cousin is healthy and on the way but you didnt make it. You would have been born on the 11/08/10 and in a cruel twist of fate, the day before you were due your Auntie is being induced so her baby can be born. I wish someone would tell me how to get through this time and how I am going to cope with it... Piglet, you will always be my number one, I loved you from the moment I saw you just a few tiny cells on the TV screen before they put you inside me and my love for you grows stronger every day. Im so sorry that Mummy couldnt keep hold of you and im sorry for how you left Mummys tummy. You are a part of me and I love you so very much, I miss you every day and love you more than anything. I hope that you can forgive me and help Mummy and Daddy to have another baby, because if I cant then ill be joining you sooner than I should. I cannot live my life not being a Mummy and having everyone around me have babies when I deserve to more than any of them. Id rather die than not be a Mummy and deal with all this pain and hate, please help me Piglet...I love you so much. Mummy XXX

when i found out i was pregnat i was 6 weeks 5 days...only 18 years old and scared to death but automaticlly came this undying love for my child. time went by fast i got my first ultrasound and decided to nickname my baby pepper(only because it looked like a red chilly pepper) i had a few scares the first one everything was ok but the doc told me to take it easy the second time was the hardest the er doc told me my pregnancy was over my baby pepper had no heart beat i lost all control. that was jan 6, my due date was july 10 and today is that day. i cant help but think i would have this beautiful baby in my arms by now but all i have is the ultrasounds to remind me. 6 months later im still hurtin and cryin wanting my baby back. i wish i could have had more time wit my baby but i know i cant. i miss my baby pepper and i love it still wit all my heart happy birthday pepper mommy loves u and will see u some day.

We will always think of you, and wish we got to hold you and keep you with us......
We wanted you so much, and three years on it still hurts when i think of you.
Sleep tight beautiful baby and dream sweet dreams until we can be together.
Love always, mummy, daddy and your big brother xxxxxx?