Benjamin Paul Epp
- 38 years old
- Male
- Born Mar 12, 1969
- Died Jan 10, 2008
- North Vancouver, British Columbia, Canada
About
Merry Christmas My Son
Oh Benji how I miss you I wish you where here helping me bake and do all the special things we did at this time of the year.
We are off to Daniels today for brunch I made a ham yeasterday , I am taking that and plus all my baking.
I meet a wonderful man Benji wish you could have meet him you would approved he treats me like a princess I got two dozen roses yesterday red and white they look beautiful the red ones remind me of you for how much i love you just like the one red rose you had in hand the day I had to bury you.
I shall never understand why you had to die it so not far for a mother to be with out her child at this time of the year it seems harder.
I have having everyone home on the 25 I wish at this time I could be in two places today Ashley and his family could not be here.
Merry Christmas my son my 4th one with out you love you forever and beyound your Mother I shall always be.
Date Dec 22/2012








Happy Easter My Beautiful Son
Susan Szabo Mar 31, 2013
I was changing the potted fig tree the one with the pot you stenciled for me oh so long ago as I went to lay the pot down to take out the plant I fond the masking tape you put on it .It was dated June 15 2007 and you put stenciled for my mother with all my love Benn.I cried I was so sad that you are not here and than Nathan said think of it this way grandma you found it could mean Benn is still here with you.What a gift it has faded but that I left it on the pot and put the fig tree you had in it it has grown so much but its a long time since you left us that was the last June you where here.
2008.God how .
I miss you Benn love you for ever and ever and beyond.Mom
Happy Birthday my boy
Susan Szabo Mar 12, 2013
It five years today to the day
Susan Szabo Jan 10, 2013
Benji how I miss you
Susan Szabo May 04, 2012
I know the other he put a glass of wine for you by your ashes I though that was so so sweet you have he misses so much oh who oh why did you have to die.
My life has such a hole like nothing I have ever know life is just not fair why did you have to go.
I know you always said you would be by my side but how wish I could just touch you for a moment.just to hold you and kiss you sweet face my son.
Love you forever and beyond Your Mother.