Benjamin Paul Epp Tribute

My baby you shall forever be.<br />
Now quickly time pass by it is now three birthdays,I could not celebrate with you.
Today is your birthday and 41 you would have been,how I wish you where here with me but that is never to be again.
I can not sleep my heart aches for I miss you so.I wonder on days like this how I have ever made it with out you in my life,I really don't know how.
I miss your voice and your phone calls I miss you calling me hey mom how was your day I miss your sweet kiss I always got on my cheek when ever I would see you,and you never failed to call me to say good night.I would give anything to have just one mintue with you.To hear you to see you just to hug you one more and see your smile.Your beautiful eyes that I gave you.
So on this special day I know you are here in spirit I can feel you even now,like you sitting beside and smiling and I know you are whispering hey mom I love you trust that I am here with you.I do my son I do.Hold my hand today and some how ley me know you are my angel now.You are my son forever and beyond.Love you with all my heart and soul.Mom The picture I posted you is your first birthday.