Brian Scott Jewett Tribute

Dearest Scott, Mom is right; it was to soon.!!! We were supposed to be hanging out like old times.!!!! I remember you saying "i wonder what it would be like if i died? who would come? would people cry?" Then we would crack jokes about nobody being at your funeral or laugh at our selves mimicking people crying over you. Well, as you know from looking down from above you saw that the outcome was huge and YES there was people crying but no, i was not there. you know that. i couldnt do it scottie, and i know you would of rather me not. you would rather me being home, laughing at something or singing a song, maybe one of the ones we used to sing together or dance,like we used to dance up in my bedroom as kids and thats what i did. i sang a song.that we sang together many times, that once you even sang in my arms crying, drunk. you were like my little brother,you were my dear friend. it was always jess and ash. me and you. you and i practicing the same dance moves till we got them down just like on the movies we would watch, sneaking cigs behind moms barn, walking your moms pasture, the morning times waiting for the bus, the times on the bus, first time experimenting..."do i look like a wearwolf?", kick the can, basketball, hide and go seek, scaring me by getting all of moms dogs barking and then jumping in front of the window, swimming, the garage,my first and your first little kiss. a pec., the pond parties i can go on and on but im crying now. i see nobody has posted in awhile and i just wanted to let you know that you are still in my thoughts everyday,exspecially now being back at home. the memories i hold are very dear, just as if it was yesterday, they are very clear. I miss you you and those times so much it hurts, i shall keep them near. love you scott.

Hey uncle i miss you so much, i had a dream last night that we were hanging out like the old day just me and you in the wood liken old times. i just wish i had tie to say good bye. i wish you were still here with me today. its never going to be the same ever again. i hope that u shine above me and give me your angle and guide me through my life to be safe!!!! I love u uncle Scotty!!!!!