Chelsie AghaRaad Tribute

My beautiful cousin Chelsie!

I miss you so much. There has been a day that's gone by that I haven't thought of you. But it seems more so lately. I just can't believe that this month it will have been a year since God called you home. Sometimes I feel like it's only a matter of time before you come visit us in Florida. But then I remember your gone. Then I get really sad and upset. But, that's when I start to remember things. Like, when you and your family came down in march a few yrs. ago for Easter and you Brandon and I took Abby to the Beach for the first time. She loved the sand. She kept trying to eat it. And then there was the day that you and I took Abby to the park and you talked about how Abby was your world and you would do anything for her. I also remember when you came down to my house after the hurricane hit your house and you and I put Abby to bed and you sang twinkle twinkle little star and I love you to her so she would fall alseep. She did. Remember when I gave you all my old jeans bcus we didn't know if you still had your cloths from the hurricane and you tried every pair on and said "how do I look?" and then you started dancing in them. That still makes me laugh. But the sadest thing is when you and I were driving one day and we talked about our future and what we wanted our weddings to be like and we both said we would put each other in our weddings. It so sad Chelsie bcus you never got that chance and I just got engaged and your not here to be in my wedding. It makes me want to cry. But I know you will be watching especially since Abby is going to be my flower girl. You know I just went to your house in February. Abby is so beautiful. She looks like a spinning image of you. She is going to be so gorgeous. I'm so happy I went. I felt closer to you there. Like I felt you. And your mom and I went to visit you and we brought flowers for valentines day. I hope you liked them. I love you Chelsie. Rest my favorite beautiful cousin.

Tomorrow will be 9 months since youve passed. It was tough this year, not talking to you on christmas like always. It was even harder talking to your dad, he misses you more than anything n loves you very much. Not a day goes by that we dont think of your smiling face. Miss you so much. Love you always Chelsie.

-Alexa.