It has been a sad New year without you Chris. I dont know what happened and so much and so much has been said but what really happened to you and no matter what you didnt deserve this.I was alway so worried about you. I staill have a hard time believeing that you are gone and wont be phoning me anymore or anything. My little sis i miss you and feel so bad for you. I hope more than anything that you never suffered at all. I go by your graveyard and where you were found all the time and it is so upsetting . I cant even listen to music with out relating it to you somhow. I wish i could have protected you like i have always tryed to protect you all. Im sorry i couldnt have been there to helo you Chris.. I hope that you are in a good place and at peace. I know that now you are safe where you are and dont have to worry about any of the life stresses that are here everyday. Now i guess you will be looking over all of us now. A weird thought that is considering i am so much older than you and it shouldnt have been this way. Love you lots
my baby sis
Bridget Jan 19, 2008