I look at your pictures all the time, I even talk to you when life moments happens. Tonight I asked the age old question, why you? The answer I got was that your heart was just too big, always giving to others, you were my superman, my knight in shining armor. To others you were so much more. That's why you are missed so much, especially by me.
I love and miss you so much! There is so much I want to tell you, so many stories I have. Like how me and Jessica used to watch King of the Hill with you and during commercials we would just talk. I need one of those moments. Its never gets easier. I love and miss you so much. But I know that you're looking down on all of us and watching and us keeping us safe every single day. I got ran off the road the other day, didn't have on my seatbelt, and I only came out with a busted nose. I knew it was you watching me and keeping me safe. I wish that everyone in my life now how the chance to meet you. You were the best man that anyone could have in their life. I love and miss you so much. but i know as I walk daily that you are always with me.
I saw our house today, it was perfect, just like what we use to dream of having; 20 acres with the house over looking the lake. Lots of woods for you to go hunting and a big kitchen for me to bake. I see you in so much of what I do everyday, I miss you so much.
I love you...I miss you.. I love you... I miss you... I don't think that I can type or write that enough to let you know how much I really do. I wish you were here. I've met somone extremely good to me..Wish you could have met him,but I know you're watching over me and you probably have more knowledge about him than I do,lol. You're supposed to be at my wedding whenever that happpens. I have no doubt that I'll feel your presence as I do,now. hugs and kisses!
One year and four months and my life is still not normal since you left. I think of all that we've been through; the happiness and the pain. The pain of you leaving me here is so hard I sometimes ache, then I listen to the song "Pass Me Over", and find comfort is the last chorus...."I'll meet you on the other side". I know that I'll see you there someday and there will be know more pain.
So the other night I drove past your house, not on no stalker type stuff, lol but just because...I miss youuu...I watched this video not too long ago & I felt your presence...Like u were standing right there beside me watching it with me...You'd probably have your big cheesy grin on too...lol LOVE your smile... I had a "stalker" encounter the other day & I thought dangit I need to call Mr. Chris so we can go to the shooting range. Who's going to teach me, Mr. Chris? Hope I'm able to make you proud... I Love you. I truely do. Hugs & kisses -Rae-
I don't speak my feelings too much, but i really and truly miss my father, the greatest man i ever had the pleasure to know. Not a day goes by where I think of or imagine something we had done or could have done. I try my hardest to honor his memory and carry his legacy on as far as i can. I thank god for all opportunities and blessings but my father was a blessing that i still cant seem to thank him enough for. I'm glad my father finally can rest and be with god, and i hope that we can all see him again one day when our work here is done. I miss you dad.
I'm Still Missing You...
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I ask...Why?
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Sweet Memories
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Time heals...?
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Serenity Prayer
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"God grant me the serenity
to accept the things I cannot change;
courage to change the things I can;
and wisdom to know the difference."
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The House
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IMY
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I'm Still Missing You...
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I Love You
Missing you
Ray Dec 17, 2009
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Um7l72twyoo <---for you
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A Few Words
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