Frank Jones Tribute

It took me so long to write this because i still can't do this without crying i will never understand this nor will i ever be the same i never thought this could happen to "one of my babies" mommy blom misses you everyday i still think i see you is that him on the corner but its not and it never will be again how can this had happened to the good one i ask . there was a nite when i was leaving work and you called me and asked me to pick up you and mark that there were people out there waiting so i drove so fast to pick you up at the corner store on rockaway and flatlands and you were safe in my car and said as the halo song was on here that miss blom someone was looking out for us your our angel to think on that same very corner is where your life would end . i thought i saved you from this you always tried to avoid this and how i ask can it happen to you my frankie baby as a teacher and a friend and your adopted mommy i will never get over this i go to that spot every month on the 10th and put a rose on the pole for you and cry you were gonna make it going to college graduating if you were lucky enough to know this great kid and the impact his smile and hugs and jokes left you were truly blessed and if you can see us now you know your boys are hurtin bad without you some of them will never get over this some will seek revenge some will do what you wanted and get even in a positive way but all in all we wear you everyday on our hearts with our buttons i love you the babies and i will never forget you never ever i hope one day this will make sense but till then.......

FIRST OF ALL DIS IS THE LEAST I COULD DO FOR FRANK MAKING DIS TRIBUTE AND SH!T..I REALY WANNA DO SOMETHING ELSE! FOR MY SON BUT IM AFRAID I WONT BE ABLE TO GO TO HEAVEN WEN I DIE TO C HIM AGAIN...AND I KNOW FRANK WOULD DO THE SAME FOR ME AND EVERYBODY HE BANGED WIT SO NO SWEAT....ANY WAY FRANK LIVED UP DA BLOCK FROM ME AND HONESTLY I DONT EVEN KNOW HOW WE START CHILLIN I JUST REMEMBER SEING HIM HOPPING DOWN THE BLOCK ALL THE TIME DEN ALL OF SUDDEN DA N!GGA WAS IN MY HOUSE LIKE EVERY OTHER DAY....BUT DATS HOW FRANK IS WHEN YOU MEET HIM YALL EITHER CLICK OR YOU DONT... FRANK WAS ONE OF DA VERY FEW PEOPLE I EVEN LET IN MY HOUSE..SO OBVIOUSLY I TRUSTED HIM.....I MEMBER ALL N!GGAS USED TO DO WAS PLAY VIDEO GAMES GO BUY SOMETHING TO EAT COME BACK EAT TALK ABOUT B!TCHES SNEAKERS CLOTHES BASKETBALL...AND DEN GO PLAY BALL DAT WAS OUR CYCLE WHEN FRANK CHILLED WIT US...OH AND FREESTYLE ON MY COMPUTER MATTER FACT I STILL GOT SOMETHING ON MY COMPUTER TO DIS DAY WHEN EVERYBODY WAS JUST ACTIN A FOOL....ANY WAY MY POINT IS DAT YOU WHEN THEY SAY YOU LIVE BY THE GUN...YOU DIE BY THE GUN? WELL FRANK NEVER LIVED BY THE GUN AND HE STILL DIED BY THE GUN..DATS F#CKED UP...AND DAT SH!T HURTS.....HERES A N!GGA THAT NEVER HAD A NEGATIVE ATTITUDE ALWAYS HAD A JOKE TO TELL....THERE WAS NEVER A TIME WHEN N!GAS WAS CHILLEN AND WE DIDN'T LAUGH TILL WE FELL OFF A CHAIR OR SUMTIN STUPID LIKE DAT......FRANK JUST WANTED TO CHILL AND LAUGH AND TALK BOUT KOBE AND SH!T...AND IF N!GGAS HAD FOOD THAT WOULD'T HURT EITHER LOL.......AS A MATTER OF FACT THE ONLY ARGUMENTS WE EVER HAD WAS ABOUT "WHO IS BETTER KOBE OR ALLEN IVERSON" AND WE WOULD BE OUTSIDE SCREAMING AT THE TOP OF OUR LUNGS LIKE "KOBE IS BETTER" OR "IVERSON IS BETTER" WICH BY THE WAY FRANKIE KOBE STILL AINT SH!T WAIT TILL A.I GET BACK;-).....ANOTHER THING ABOUT FRANK DAT ANYBODY COULD PROBALY CONFIRM IS DAT FRANK WAS ONE OF THE MOST DOWN FOR WHATEVER TYPE N!GGAS U CAN EVER MEET........I F N!GAS WAS I N L PARK LIKE "YO LETS WALK TO MARINE PARK AND GO BUSS DEM N!GGAS ASS" FRANK WOULD BE LIKE "AIGHT BOI BOI WE OUT" JUST LIKE DAT AND WOULD TIP TOE ALL THE WAY THERE LAUGHING AND SH!T SMH I DONT WANNA EVEN TALK ANY MORE CUZ THE MORE I THINK BOUT SH!T THE MORE TITE I GET BUT THE LAST THING IMA SAY IS ONE OF DA DUDES AT HIS WAKE SAID SUMTIN LIKE"FRANK WOULD HIT YOU UP OUT OF THE BLUE' OR W/E AND DAT SH!T TRUE TO....I MOVED AWAY FROM DA HOOD AND I CAME TRU EVERY NOW AND DEN AND DA LAST TIME I SEEN FRANK ALIVE WE WAS ON THE BASKETBALL COURT "HOW APPROPIATE" AND WE WAS JUST TALKING BOUT RANDOM SH!T LIKE SNEAKERS OR W/E AND I MEMBER HE WAS LIKE YO N!GGAS BARELY SEE YOU ANYMORE AND STUFF LIKE DAT AND I WAS LIKE I KNOW BUT SOON N!GGAS IS GOING TO BE GROWN AND ALL DAT WITH CARS AND SH!T AND WE ALL GOING TO CHILL AND SH!T LIKE DAT...AND DEN A LIL WHILE AFTER DAT I AINT SEE HIM IN A LIL WHILE DEN HE HIT ME UP LIKE "WATSPOPPIN BOII WAT U BEEN UP TO HAVE NOT SEEN U IN A LONG TIME BUT JUS PASSIN THROUGH TO SHOW THAT THE 50Z AINT FORGET BOUT YU SO HOLLA BOI " & i was like yea yea im holla at yal soon or w/e AND DEN NEXT TIME I SEEN HIM WE WAS LAYING IN A FUCK!N COFFIN SMH
FRANK MY N!GGA I KNOW IMA SEE YOU AGAIN I TALK TO YOU EVERY NIGHT BEFORE I GO TO SLEEP AND I KNOW IM NOT THE ONLY ONE YOU LOOKING OVER BUT I JUSS WANT YOU TO KNOW I WILL NEVERRRRR!!! EVERRRRR!! 4 GET U MY DUDE EVER! LOVE ALWAYS T-WILL$

I remember the first time Chelsea, Shanda & I seen you on that 82 bus in your purple tie, & your purple shirt with your purple fitted and black and purple kicks to match. Shanda broke her neck staring at you, next week i come over to hear she got the number and bagged that up. From that day on it was You & Shanda, constantly on the phone listening to each other breathe cause ya'll was whack. NO conversations were said, then you knew her like the back of your hand all of a sudden. The first time ya'll broke up was real bad cause it was the same weekend family had troubles and on top of that you lied to her about moving to ATL but the next week you was with some girl. She was like eff it, she got a boy but you couldn't stay away. You left the girl to go back to shanda like everyone knew that would happen, and on top of that fought the boy she was with. I swear Shanda lied when she told me you was her first but you was. Dead ass shanda ain't never fell for no boy as hard as she did with you. No matter how much stuff you put her through and she put you through you came running back to each other. You was like my big brother no lie, ready to fight anyone that messed with me or hurt me emotionally or physically. I remember you tellin me to do better in school, or leave those boys alone.! I was always in the movies with you and shanda... i was the third wheel but i never felt more comfortable. I loved you and Shanda, you made her so happy and i probably won't ever see her as happy again. My family got so used to you frank. Frankie we loved you so much, it disgusts me you left us like this. It really wasn't your time. Never in my wildest dreams did i imagine you gone babyboyy. I know you're shining down on us from heaven, like so many friends we lost along the way. One Sweet Day. Its real crazy cause I know for a fact you didnt love Gabby the way you loved Shanda, cause you was about to done her and get back with Shanda so i know, you and Shanda are meant to be together. I love it, cause when i think of you, instead of crying, i'll smile cause you and shanda were meant to be. 9.28.06. Shanda & Frankie, no one can tell me otherwise.

I AM SO SORRY MY CONDOLENCES TO THE FAMILY ITS VERY HARD TO LOSE SOMEONE SPECIAL IN THE HANDS OF A BUNCH OF BAD PEOPLE AND PEOPLE WHO DONT HAVE NOTHING BETTER TO DO THAN TO TAKE A INNOCENT LIFE AWAY RIP IN PEACE MY DAUGHTER IS WITH YOU YOUR AN ANGEL IN HEAVEN

2 the family of Frank Jones, I'm not going to pretend like I know what you all is going through but from the bottom of my heart I shed a tear for this young man. I shed a tear for many reasons 1 is because he couldn't live out his full potential 2nd is because he died at the hand or hands of another person 3rd is I wouldn't know what to do if I lost my little brother, Frank I'm going to consider you my little brother even though I don't know you that still don't stop me from hurting inside you are what I call a Protector/ Warrior those who knew you knows what a great person you were, I myself wish I had the chance to meet you I would get that chance once God calls upon me but until that time little brother watch over your family, let them know that your doing okay and they don't have to feel like there's still avoid in their lives. Talk with them laugh and cry with them let them know that you would always be around. I talk to you soon

Here's a Poem from me 2 you
As I let a tear fall from my eyes, it's because another life was just cut short.
I feel as if I'm at fault, the guilt, the wondering why's
God can you hear my cries?
I see the cycle continuing on and on, till all the good ones is gone
Sometimes when I look up into the sky I could see the twinkle in your eye
it's hard for us today, it's hard to part from you this way
If only you knew I mean truly knew how much you meant not just to those who knew you
but for those you didn't look at me for example we never meet, never hung out, never meet your family but some how some way I feel as if I know you
I call you my little brother BECAUSE today and for the REST OF MY LIFE ( so help me God) I would always cherish your memory.
I cry, for you and all your love ones
I cry for tomorrow, when you can't hug and kiss your mother, father , brother or sister
and your aunts and your uncles
I cry for your friends, cause they 2 miss you
and not only that, I cry for myself cause I never got a pleasure to meet you

Rest In Peace
Frank Jones

All I can say is that your mother and father raised a beautiful young man. You never had mean words, never a screwed up look on your face.Always smiling, always a kind word or gesture. That's what I will remember. The situation is definitely a sad one. I hope we can all find comfort in knowing that he is in heaven now, Our Guardian Angel.