Frank Jones Tribute

It took me so long to write this because i still can't do this without crying i will never understand this nor will i ever be the same i never thought this could happen to "one of my babies" mommy blom misses you everyday i still think i see you is that him on the corner but its not and it never will be again how can this had happened to the good one i ask . there was a nite when i was leaving work and you called me and asked me to pick up you and mark that there were people out there waiting so i drove so fast to pick you up at the corner store on rockaway and flatlands and you were safe in my car and said as the halo song was on here that miss blom someone was looking out for us your our angel to think on that same very corner is where your life would end . i thought i saved you from this you always tried to avoid this and how i ask can it happen to you my frankie baby as a teacher and a friend and your adopted mommy i will never get over this i go to that spot every month on the 10th and put a rose on the pole for you and cry you were gonna make it going to college graduating if you were lucky enough to know this great kid and the impact his smile and hugs and jokes left you were truly blessed and if you can see us now you know your boys are hurtin bad without you some of them will never get over this some will seek revenge some will do what you wanted and get even in a positive way but all in all we wear you everyday on our hearts with our buttons i love you the babies and i will never forget you never ever i hope one day this will make sense but till then.......