I still think of the last day of your life
Lying there helplessly tranquil
Looking so pale, and so frail
Old, for the first time
Withering away
We held your hands like never before
I swore I felt your grasp when I shouldn’t have
They said you were waiting for me to arrive
So you could say goodbye to all of us, in your only way
And when our words were said and done
Your breathing changed
Perhaps you tried to speak
But there was just too much pain
To let us know that you heard us
That you feel the same
Each breath I feared was your last
Even though I knew the end was near
And then it happened
There was nothing more to hear
I still think of the time when I looked to the skies
Trying to hold back the tears that were flooding my eyes
While you stood by my side
Strong and alive
And even though you were dying inside
You stayed you all along
Never giving in
Never giving up
Giving us words of encouragement
To remain close, to be kind, to smile
To continue to exercise, and to be there for your child
Simple lessons of life
Yet things few can accomplish with any consistency
I still think of you
Even though you weren’t always in my life
You were my father
My mother was your wife
You made your impression in this place
And it cannot ever be erased
Dad had a lot of stories, he lived an intriguing life. The one I liked best was the time he was boxing in the Navy, and was challenged by an this arrogant marine who thought he was the shit. The match they had left the marine beaten by Dad in front of everyone. That must have felt so satisfying. But he beat him so badly, this extremley tall marine, that he was almost knocked out before the end of the match. That is respect only a man can feel. To quietly take on the challenge and insults of this guy, beat him the way he did, and then still give him respect at the end, in front of everyone. That is a lesson so many of us can learn from, but this was his natural way. To be strong when necessary, but never stop being truly "good" at the same time.
Dad really made an effort to be nice to Crystal. He really liked her. One of the first times he really connected with Crystal was at a Friendly's where we visited him in NH. We listened to some of his great stories and he was so animated and interesting to hear. He was an awesome storyteller. I always thought this. He never told a boring story. That night will always stand out for me.
I remember the first time I was able to ride a bicycle on my own, that last push he gave me before iIwas finally able to ride on my own, and I felt like I was flying. He assured me that I could do it, and I believed him. I think I was 5 or 6. If I remember correctly, it was a ten speed. It was so big I had to tilt the bike downwards just to get my legs over the bar, and Dad had to sturdy me so I could start off because my feet didnt reach the ground. So he got me going, and pushed me one last time, and I was off, riding into the breeze.
I'll never forget our last Christmas together as a family....Daddy always taught us to work hard for what you have, material things do not matter. So that Christmas, Daddy had all of us make/build/create something for each other as gifts, rather than buying them. At 1st, we thought this was a dumb idea of course. But then we began to imagine, to invision, to create. We worked so hard, paid attention to every detail. WOW we made some beautiful gifts, things that could never be replaced. And we were together, a family. As a kid, it's hard to understand the values that your parents are trying to teach you. As an adult, you realize how much these lessons have formed you as a person. And you can finally appreciate them. That Christmas will always be one of my favorite memories EVER.
George W. Baker,
a reasonable man?
a stable man?
maybe not
But,
a creative man
a loving man
a funny man
a caring man
a fighter
because when you fall asleep
part of a family
a 6 year old boy
and you wake up
forever.............
wondering................
how anyone could
leave
a six year old boy
when your dad goes to work
and you wonder...........
will he come back?
......how can you feel safe?
Going to Grouse Mountain in Vancouver as a kid, going up the tram and looking down at the city. The pen he gave me when I was about 9, that had purple ink and the ink was also perfumed!! I LOVED it and wrote him letters with it until it ran out. Also, going to see him in Sumas with my dogs and us watching Turner Classic Movies for hours, while drinking coffee and eating something chocolate of course, and trying to breath in the smoke.
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Memories of Life and Deathm, By; Nelson Baker
skipper_3381 May 20, 2010
Lying there helplessly tranquil
Looking so pale, and so frail
Old, for the first time
Withering away
We held your hands like never before
I swore I felt your grasp when I shouldn’t have
They said you were waiting for me to arrive
So you could say goodbye to all of us, in your only way
And when our words were said and done
Your breathing changed
Perhaps you tried to speak
But there was just too much pain
To let us know that you heard us
That you feel the same
Each breath I feared was your last
Even though I knew the end was near
And then it happened
There was nothing more to hear
I still think of the time when I looked to the skies
Trying to hold back the tears that were flooding my eyes
While you stood by my side
Strong and alive
And even though you were dying inside
You stayed you all along
Never giving in
Never giving up
Giving us words of encouragement
To remain close, to be kind, to smile
To continue to exercise, and to be there for your child
Simple lessons of life
Yet things few can accomplish with any consistency
I still think of you
Even though you weren’t always in my life
You were my father
My mother was your wife
You made your impression in this place
And it cannot ever be erased
My Memory
Nelson Jul 30, 2008
My Memory
Nelson Jul 30, 2008
My Memory
Nelson Jul 30, 2008
My Memory
laurabaker Jun 26, 2008
a six year old boy
botiquin Jun 21, 2008
a reasonable man?
a stable man?
maybe not
But,
a creative man
a loving man
a funny man
a caring man
a fighter
because when you fall asleep
part of a family
a 6 year old boy
and you wake up
forever.............
wondering................
how anyone could
leave
a six year old boy
when your dad goes to work
and you wonder...........
will he come back?
......how can you feel safe?
how can you live
when you died
a six year old boy
Who I am
botiquin Jun 21, 2008
a Gypsy
Irish too
I rely on this
when I'm feeling blue
I'm resourceful and proud
I keep on the move
my writing and humour
get me through
A man of song
from days of old
a dreamer
of dreams
unlived
untold
I leave for my children
this legacy
may they keep
each one
a memory
My Memory
botiquin Jun 21, 2008