Gertrude Kavanagh Tribute

Hi mam,
I'm sorry I'm only wishing you a happy birthday today, I tried to log on yesterday, but the site was down for maintenance, didn't they know whose birthday it was!!
I think about you every day and miss you in my heart. The 45-min drive home each days allows me time to chat with you and shed a few tears.
I am reading a wonderful book grief at the moment that has been answering questions I didn't even know I had stored inside.
Stephan took me to Crivellos last night to cheer me up, I had a souper salad in your honour!
I thought I saw you the other night waving at me in the bedroom, but I fear imagination plays tricks on my willingness to see you. Maybe we can connect in one of my dreams soon.
I learned last night that Josh's mom's anniversary was yesterday...the same day as you and dad's birthday, so your paths may cross up there and you can share some stories!
I love you very much and miss you always, I'll check in again soon, Elaine xxx