Gloria Mable Baker Tribute

I dreamed of you the other night......I dreamed I was lost and could not find you.....I woke up aand found it was no dream....You are gone still. Its almost October...in November it will be 5 years with out you.....Where has the time gone...How could I have lived with out you that long.....I went to see The Loin King with Mica.....Ohhh how it made me think of you and how you took me to see it when it was new. How happy that made me Mommy to see that with you. I miss you everyday...I hade just how much from those around me...."You'r dwelling on it" But how can I not dwell on such a loss Mommy. You were my MOTHER the one who brought me into thos world...I am who I am inpart because of you. I am getting ever closer to my goal of getting in to a nurseing program... I remember you telling me how you wanted to be a nurse when you were little even dressing up as one for Holloween. You would be proud of me Mommy. I have grown so much since you left. I have become someone others can lean on and count on. I would never have been able to be that person if not for you....But Mommy what I would not give for just one day with you...One more huge and kiss....To hear you laugh. I miis you Mommy and even though I have done so much to make you proud I just wish you were HERE

Its been ahile Mommy.I have been super busy with life. Guess what I am geting an A in math. Its hard to belive. I am working really hard on my classes. Things have have stressful lately..But i have really great friends. I dont spend as much time with Bubba and his kids as i once did. i am just to busy with school and working and homework and helping out Mica. It makes me sad. In 2 weeks it will have been 4 years with out you here. I dont want to think that you have been gone that long. I miss your voice...I almost cant remember it anymore. But your ares as the hug me I remember well. I know that you are proud of me. I just wish that you were here shareing these thing with me. I miss you a little less then i did....then i think of you there are time i still want to talk to you...its silly but mother/daughter things hurt to watch. it reminds me that you are not here.
Wishing to see you one more time
Michelle you loveing daughter

We had the Easten Star installation. I was installed as Easter. It is really great. I am very happy. I a takeing a summer class online. Fall classes will start in about a month.
You would be so proud Mommy.
Love always Michelle

I finily got my drver;s license!! It took me 3 times. I know that if you had tought me it would have only taken one. I had on you shirt. I feel like you were there with me in the car that way. A-Kon is comeing up this weekend. I am looking frward to that. My 26th birthday will be Sunday . Its odd I dont feel 26. Sometimes I feel like i am geting nowhere in my life. I know i need to be in college and continue whit that but I get lonely sometimes. I want someone by my side. I want to fall in love and have a family. Of coarse that is out at the moment since i am still needed at Mica's to help with her dad. I will be needed next year to. It workd out well but I know she would like to have her own life to. But sometimes we must care for our loved ones before we can think of oursleves.

Life keep going on. It will be Mothers day soon. It makes my sad since I dont get to see you then. Sometimes seeing people with their moms hurts. I miss you everyday. I am trying to study hard but I am not doing well in math but then I always had some problems with math.I am geting an A in history but then I love history as much as you did. I know you are proud of me and I will keep studying hard. There was a while that I was rethinking being a nurse but when I think about it being a nurse is the one thing I really think I am here to do. I have gotten really in to The Sims games. I have made all kinds of friends on facebook that love sims aswell. It is neat talking to people from all over the worild. Loveing you Always Michelle

Today would have been you 61st birthday. If you were here with my I would make you banana nut muffins and bake you a cake. We would go to a thirft store and have some fun. I miss those days.3 birthdays you have had in Heaven, happy but away from us here on earth. I am in school studying hard. I miss you so much. Sometimes it makes me sad to see Mica and her mom togather because I remember how it was sunggleing to watch movies on you bed. Your hugs and kisses I miss. I my not be a little girl but I miss my Mommy. Life goes on. You may not be here with me but I feel you with me all the time. Someday I can be hugged by you again. Intill then I will just keep missing you and your hugs.
Happy Birthday in Heaven Mommy I love you always
Forever you little girl Michelle