It seems impossable that three years have passed since you died. Bennys little girl has gotten so big. you would love her so. And his boys get smarter everyday. Julie's son is a teenager now. I'll get to see them in December. I try not to miss you Mommy but its hard. i know that one day i will see you again but I miss your voice, Your warm arm hug, your laugh and smile. I miss going shopping with you and just being silly. I do things that i know would make you proud but more then anything i wish you where here to see them for your self.
Julie is going to take some college classes which i think is great. I wont be the only one anymore. you would be proud of her for that.
Mommy some days are so hard with out you and as the 16 get closer i cant help but miss you more. Three years is a long time to be with out the person that did so much for me. Somehow i make it, I work hard to make you proud. i make good grades and one day i will be a nurse and help others as so many helped you till the end