I have known X for a century. However, I did not pay much attention on the band members. I just listened to those beautiful songs. Moreover, the way to follow your personal life was quite difficult during that day (no youtube). The latest news about you that I remembered was X disband and your death...and that's it..Until recently, I knew about X reunion and world tour concert. At that moment, it seem like a retrospect with the X's good old music. I searched the songs on youtube for X Japan live concert. I saw you in the video. I feel like I fall in love with the guitarist with pink hair. He was so energetic, playful and cute. Especially, your smile, it soft and tender. Then I recognize you passed away. How sad! After that, I study your life, your personal works and etc. I can say that I just love you. You are very talented. You are also a kind and sensitive person. People around you love you so much. I wonder when I can see you again. I hope someday after life I will see you when I go to stay with you in the same place. We might have a chance to know or to talk to each other..at that place.. I miss you hide-sama
I meet you about 5 months ago and I want to let you know that I miss you so much. you died when I was 7 year old. and it's a painfull wound that I can't forget.
I wish you were still alive to see you live in toronto With X Japan.
I haven't known about you for very long to be honest, but the moment I saw you I got attatched to you hide-sama. It felt like my heart had broken in two when I realized what a beautiful, talented, amazing person you were and that you had to leave this world when you were so young. Your music reached out to people, saved them. You were so special and so loved and you always will be. I wonder where you are now and I wonder what your doing? with any luck, when the time comes for me to leave this place too, i'll meet you where ever you are. I'm so grateful that you lived. You were the cutest man ever. Now you will be 33 and beautiful forever. Love you and miss you hide! you'll always have a big part of my heart! *~endless rain, fall on my heart, kokoro no kizu ni. let me forget all of the hate, all of the sadness<3 ~* xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
Dearest Wild Pinky Man
Remember that nickname I had given you when I was 5 when I first met you? I miss you alot. Uncle misses you alot too. We moved back to Seoul after you died. Uncle said it was the best because he didn't want to remember the pain it brought. But it hurts me a lot. I used to wait by the phone waiting for your call, or just waiting for you in general. . .
April 25th 2008 reality finally hit me. For the first time since your death I realized you were never coming back. Uncle took me back to Japan for the Memorial Summit and got us all the way to the front. I looked back to see thousands that loved you singing along to most of the songs Spread Beaver performed. I noticed you were on the screen. I smiled and knew you never truely left us.
Wild Pinky Man, Mayuko is no longer with us anymore and I wrote to her every single day for you. I know you must have known she was going to go. You two are rocking in Heaven, while I am still here. But I know Uncle and I are going to be there with you soon. I miss you dearly. .I shall cherish all the memories we all had, I may have been young but I remember them like they were yesterday! Love you WIld Pinky Man!! Rest In Peace and keep rocking in heaven and take care of Mayuko and tell her I said hi!
P.S I got my hair like yours too. Everyone says I act too much like you, but it's not acting, it's my self. . .LOVE YOU!! I will tell Uncle, Yoshiki and X when I see them, you said hey!!
Love you and Miss you a lot!
When I was 5 my mum told me about X Japan... It`s my favorite band(she said), I hope you like it too...Then in 1998 our family reterned in Japan.After that I was 14 years and we with mum went to consert...Hide sama was so cool not like in a picture ..when he singing everybody were so happy...everybody cryed ....end I didn`t breath ..
belive in one thing .. from the sky he see on us ...and smiling with his funny eyes end pink hair-)
forever in our hearts ....
I can't say much more than anyone else.It was terrible that he had to depart this world at such a young age.When I first read about him,I thought he seemed like a wonderful person.Who wouldn't love someone so ecstatic?And with pink hair?I love the music and I always will.It's just too bad that I never got to meet you hide-sama.
Missing you but loving you till the end of time...Pink Spider Forever!!
I only found out about Hide around a year ago, but he has had a huge impact on my love for music, and his lyrics always inspire me to get back on my feet when times get rough. I cannot express my immense gratitude for such an amazing musician. I am truly sorry such a beautiful person departed this world so early. I really wish I could have met him, and with any luck, I look forward to a possibility in the afterlife. Missing you and lovin you always, Rest in Peace our beautiful Pink Supidaa.
Love u, Hide.
Until about 15 years ago I was a rather sad child,
I often played guitar alone in my room.
But then I got an album of X (Dahlia)
and I fell in love with the guitar sound!
In short time I was more open and more confident!
I will always remember you and thank you with all my heart!!
We miss you!
We always thinking of you!
WE LOVE YOU!
hide forever! We are X~!!
i remember the first time i heard hide's songs, i immediately wanted to pursue a career in music, even if i didn't have much talent with instruments or vocals. i also became a bit happier with his music in my life and look to him for inspiration for about everything i do.
he's become a guiding light in my times of darkness...every time i feel like giving up, hide puts me back on the path with his music. \(^o^)/
1st time i heard endless rain,very melodic song....try to find out who's the singer/group....but not till 2009 i finally found the group so called X-JAPAN....but very sad to learn that the band have lost their gunmen,hide.....hopefully the remain group members will continue to produce an album in remembrance of hide....hide, R.I.P......miss your music and guitar solo......
as if i was lucky enough to see the last live, i heard of hide's death and it crushed me. i went to his public funeral and it was the saddest day of my life. hide has always helped me (i feel) through difficult times in my life and that his music, had an extremely good message to it, whilst being upbeat and god to listen to ^^. this did hurt me, i felt anger, sadness and betrayel, yet looking back on it all i can think of is, im sorry hide. im sorry for everything. but he will continue to live in the hearts of his followers. i mean, we are X right?
forever love,hide-sama
PinkuSphidaa Feb 04, 2012
toki no kaze ga tsuyosugite
AH... kizu tsuku koto nante
nareta hazu dakedo ima wa
AH... kono mama dakishimete
nureta mama no kokoro wo
kawari tsuzukeru kono toki ni
kawaranai ai ga aru nara
WILL YOU HOLD MY HEART
namida... uketomete
mou... kowaresou na ALL MY HEART
FOREVER LOVE, FOREVER DREAM
afureru omoi dake ga
hageshiku setsunaku jikan wo umetsukusu
OH! TELL ME WHY
ALL I SEE IS BLUE IN MY HEART
WILL YOU STAY WITH ME
kaze ga sugisaru made
mata... afuredasu ALL MY TEARS
* FOREVER LOVE, FOREVER DREAM
kono mama soba ni ite
yoake ni, furueru, kokoro wo dakishimete
OH! STAY WITH ME
AH... subete ga owareba ii
owari no nai kono yoru ni
AH... ushinau mono nante
nanimo nai anata dake
* repeat
AH... WILL YOU STAY WITH ME
kaze ga sugisaru made
mou dare yori mo soba ni
FOREVER LOVE, FOREVER DREAM
kore ijou arukenai
OH! TELL ME WHY, OH! TELL ME TRUE
oshiete ikiru imi wo
FOREVER LOVE, FOREVER DREAM
afureru namida no naka
kagayaku kisetsu ga eien ni kawaru made
FOREVER LOVE...
Dear hide-sama
ann Nov 30, 2011
ann (Nov 30, 2011)
My misery
Antony Jun 23, 2011
I wish you were still alive to see you live in toronto With X Japan.
Our pink spider Forever.
I'll never forget you <3
Yu May 05, 2011
Do You Remember Me???
PinkSpyderGirl May 04, 2011
Remember that nickname I had given you when I was 5 when I first met you? I miss you alot. Uncle misses you alot too. We moved back to Seoul after you died. Uncle said it was the best because he didn't want to remember the pain it brought. But it hurts me a lot. I used to wait by the phone waiting for your call, or just waiting for you in general. . .
April 25th 2008 reality finally hit me. For the first time since your death I realized you were never coming back. Uncle took me back to Japan for the Memorial Summit and got us all the way to the front. I looked back to see thousands that loved you singing along to most of the songs Spread Beaver performed. I noticed you were on the screen. I smiled and knew you never truely left us.
Wild Pinky Man, Mayuko is no longer with us anymore and I wrote to her every single day for you. I know you must have known she was going to go. You two are rocking in Heaven, while I am still here. But I know Uncle and I are going to be there with you soon. I miss you dearly. .I shall cherish all the memories we all had, I may have been young but I remember them like they were yesterday! Love you WIld Pinky Man!! Rest In Peace and keep rocking in heaven and take care of Mayuko and tell her I said hi!
P.S I got my hair like yours too. Everyone says I act too much like you, but it's not acting, it's my self. . .LOVE YOU!! I will tell Uncle, Yoshiki and X when I see them, you said hey!!
Love you and Miss you a lot!
(My god ////you forever in our hearts)
Kurohide Feb 20, 2011
belive in one thing .. from the sky he see on us ...and smiling with his funny eyes end pink hair-)
forever in our hearts ....
Pink Spider Forever!!
Megan Jan 06, 2011
Missing you but loving you till the end of time...Pink Spider Forever!!
In loving memory
Jean Dec 13, 2010
Love u, Hide.
Thank you
Ami Oct 01, 2010
I often played guitar alone in my room.
But then I got an album of X (Dahlia)
and I fell in love with the guitar sound!
In short time I was more open and more confident!
I will always remember you and thank you with all my heart!!
We miss you!
We always thinking of you!
WE LOVE YOU!
hide forever! We are X~!!
changes
Ryuko Sep 05, 2010
he's become a guiding light in my times of darkness...every time i feel like giving up, hide puts me back on the path with his music. \(^o^)/
My memory
awin Aug 27, 2010
the Last Live
iruizka Apr 01, 2010