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my daydream as well

yoshi May 02, 2013

i'm here again, for the third time, writing to you.
now , it's your 15nth death anniversary, what a surprise, days truly fade so fast, but your presence and memory still remains here <3.
for the third time, i still have many "THANK YOU" to say...
without you, there would be no yoshi (my daydream character) and no motivations to fulfill my dreams at all....
in every time i write to you, i'm being a new person.
you let me discover things that i never imagined i can do. now. i finally reached you. thank god for using my friend as an instrument to send you my presence(portrait). and now another journey has to come. full of hope and dreams. i owe you a lot... you and yoshi. you two have turned me into a better person again.
once and for all..... THANK YOU, nii-sama
see you soon :) <3

-yoshi

daydream cont...

yoshi Dec 09, 2012

here i am again, visiting you and your memories, i almost read all of the memories and yeah... i saw how they loved you.. and of course i loved you too, nii-sama :D
the first time that i wrote on this page was in your death anniversary last may 2... that time... i am nobody but a typical fan of yours, daydreaming you as my older brother :D
and now... for the second time.. i am writing again, now i can say that i am somebody... im wandering through the paths of hopes and dreams with your name as my prayer and your memories as my power....
i am a vocalist of my own band now named HARMONIOUS IMPRECATION...
and yoshi???my daydream character??? she's still gutsy and talented as you are.... :D
this daydream has gone very far... as if i am making a new human out of me... and you know, she(yoshi) is a big help for me... and she will not be yoshi because of you.... i owe you everything... specially who i am right now... we'll see each other soon! YOU'LL SEE ALL OF US SOON! in that clear place of eternity... we'll still shout your name aim high! HHHIIIIDDDEEEE!!!!!!!!

THANKS A LOT NII-SAMA :)) we are X! and we'll still be!

ainoalle oikelle hidelle

mira mustajarvi-rajala Dec 08, 2012

Tiedän että moni ei tätä osaa lukea, mutta ainoa oikea kieli jolla voin kiittollisuuteni osoittaa hidelle. Kiitos siitä mitä olit ja sait aikaan Kiitos

To the one and only

Broken-Pink-Rocket Dec 04, 2012

I've known about hide since around 2005 (or earlier, that's just one of the first memories I have of you). Wandering about online, through the dozen online websites and galleries dedicated to the most wonderful man, I'm glad to find that the connection I have to a man I've never met, that was only 7 when he died, is not as crazy as I sometimes feel it is.
I've dyed my hair pink and black for you and only you.
Thank you, hide for everything you've done.

my inspiration <3

Vitoria Silvino Oct 14, 2012

Pink Spider, I have no what to say .. I really feel very, very, very much for you not to be closer to us. All you did was wonderful, just his smile was already a good size. If I was disappointed, too with this fact, I can not imagine how everyone was. All that are as important and as much as I love you. You will never be dead to us, ever .. Just will not be physically present, unfortunately. JUST physically, for this in our memory. Rest in peace, pink spider.like everyone already said, you was and remains a great inspiration for me, one of the best human beings of whom already read the story. You are perfect and always will be. FOREVER LOVE, WE LOVE YOU PINK SPIDER.

You was like a brother to me

Rozalia Oct 08, 2012

You came into my life when I was just 14, and turned my life up side down. It was like finding a part of me that was lost (and now is gone for ever). You was for me like a brother, older, smarter, wiser. You gave me the strength to fallow my dreams. If I could say something to you, it would be THANK YOU, for teaching me how to be a better human, and for the chance to discover, what it means to feel pure love to another human, without any jealousy, anger etc., but with the courage to sacrifice myself. THANK YOU. Rest in peace, wherever you are, I pray for you. You will be for ever in my heart

hide....

PinkMiserySpider Oct 05, 2012

I remember when I first heard your voice...PSYCHE...by your American band ZILCH...I thought you were a white guy! XD...But when I heard your voice I knew I had to know who you were....so when I found out about you...hide no capital h cuz thats how you wanted it..hide...the funny as hell wise cracking prankster...hide the alcohol binge-drinking chain-smoking pink haired god of Jrock...you changed my life...I fell in love with your music...and your message....you were...us...you felt like all the misfits do but you did not let that stand in your way...

You overcame your insecurities at least in the public eye....you took a ROCKET to the top and you inspired millions along the way...even though your gone your still here...still helping people as you've always done...when I learned you were no longer in this world I cried and some of my friendd cried with me...but I hold my spirits high with the knowledge that you know your fans and those like myself who you mean a great deal to us more then being fans...you are the BEST IN THE WORLD...and beyond...keepin rockin....Love you...hide....

Our Family Member

Swordsabbatir Oct 01, 2012

Its funny to think that even you hide-sama died a long time ago, me and my friends talked about you as if you were alive. We created a family that revolves around you. My seniors are your parents, you have so many siblings and I became your daughter. You know hide-sama, you are the reason how I met these wonderful people I call my FAMILY. Because of that I Thank YOu.

Even though I haven't met you or know you personally, your music is enough to grab my heart. I am happy to discover that a person like you existed. You brought light to my lonely heart.

I LOVE YOU HIDE!! OUR PINK SPIDER

a daydream with you

yoshi May 02, 2012

dear nii-sama,
im sorry if i had to call you nii-sama even if we're not related. well, i think it's obvious pertaining to the title i made.
ummm...im the only child of my parents,well,actually, the second child,because i have an elder brother and a younger brother..but they both died..
why im telling this boring and unconnected life of mine is because(oh my, here comes the teary eyes Q_Q),since then, since i was a child,..i really wanted an elder brother...
ill admit, im only 4 years old when you died, and i don't even know you as well...but the moment i saw you(that was only february 2011), i just got a different feeling, not leveled in dreaming to be your gf/wife...or any specia girl your dating...but to be your one stubborn,irritating,weird but loving younger sister.. :3..weird daydream right?
i even made my own name with this dream, its not feminine but im loving it :3 ..this name even brought me to a very cool coincidence...
why you? as my brother?..its just that all the personality of my dream brother is in you..
yup, i dreamt a brother who loves rock and unique styles of clothing...and then he will share that personality to me until we're both alike..:3
fulfilling this dream will be easy if your still alive :( just to call you nii-sama will make me happy for my entire life...
but now that your gone, calling you nii-sama infront of you tomb will also satisfy me a lot....though its painful on the other side...i know you can hear me and i know that you know what's on my mind nii-sama...
but this simple word will be a hardwhile before my tongue say it..because i know that don't deserve it...
if i will be given a chance to stand in front of your tomb...it will be sure that tears will ran down to my face before ill say the word.."nii-sama"...

sorry for this long ungrammatical message...its just that there is no enough thoughts/words to describe what i feel...all of it wants to burst out but i don't know how i will start...
anyway...THANKS...for letting me know who i really am..and THANKS..for letting me come up with my daydream character...this character changed me a lot...and all of this is because of you...
THANK YOU VERY MUCH NII-SAMA......

yoshi (Jun 11, 2012)

i mean its February 2012 XDD..anyway.. i cant believe that because of you i discovered my hidden talent in playing the guitar XDD again.. THANKS :D

You were like my own father...

Sekihei May 02, 2012

I miss you so much and I can't even forget your performances. I always treat you like my own daddy. You such an awesome guitarist for whole all time. Until now you are still the best talented person. Your guitar plays softly in my heart. The first time I saw you, you just come in to my heart. I hope you always happy there in heaven. I know I even never see you face to face. But, your presence still linger in my heart. Thanks for everything, Hide-papa. I love you so much. :"(

forever love,hide-sama

PinkuSphidaa Feb 04, 2012

mou hitori de arukenai
toki no kaze ga tsuyosugite
AH... kizu tsuku koto nante
nareta hazu dakedo ima wa

AH... kono mama dakishimete
nureta mama no kokoro wo
kawari tsuzukeru kono toki ni
kawaranai ai ga aru nara

WILL YOU HOLD MY HEART
namida... uketomete
mou... kowaresou na ALL MY HEART

FOREVER LOVE, FOREVER DREAM
afureru omoi dake ga
hageshiku setsunaku jikan wo umetsukusu
OH! TELL ME WHY
ALL I SEE IS BLUE IN MY HEART

WILL YOU STAY WITH ME
kaze ga sugisaru made
mata... afuredasu ALL MY TEARS

* FOREVER LOVE, FOREVER DREAM
kono mama soba ni ite
yoake ni, furueru, kokoro wo dakishimete

OH! STAY WITH ME

AH... subete ga owareba ii
owari no nai kono yoru ni
AH... ushinau mono nante
nanimo nai anata dake

* repeat

AH... WILL YOU STAY WITH ME
kaze ga sugisaru made
mou dare yori mo soba ni

FOREVER LOVE, FOREVER DREAM
kore ijou arukenai
OH! TELL ME WHY, OH! TELL ME TRUE
oshiete ikiru imi wo

FOREVER LOVE, FOREVER DREAM
afureru namida no naka
kagayaku kisetsu ga eien ni kawaru made

FOREVER LOVE...

Dear hide-sama

ann Nov 30, 2011

I have known X for a century. However, I did not pay much attention on the band members. I just listened to those beautiful songs. Moreover, the way to follow your personal life was quite difficult during that day (no youtube). The latest news about you that I remembered was X disband and your death...and that's it..Until recently, I knew about X reunion and world tour concert. At that moment, it seem like a retrospect with the X's good old music. I searched the songs on youtube for X Japan live concert. I saw you in the video. I feel like I fall in love with the guitarist with pink hair. He was so energetic, playful and cute. Especially, your smile, it soft and tender. Then I recognize you passed away. How sad! After that, I study your life, your personal works and etc. I can say that I just love you. You are very talented. You are also a kind and sensitive person. People around you love you so much. I wonder when I can see you again. I hope someday after life I will see you when I go to stay with you in the same place. We might have a chance to know or to talk to each other..at that place.. I miss you hide-sama

ann (Nov 30, 2011)

actually I have known X for a decade...century is too much..

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