This past June, my 16th wedding anniversary, we had a big day planned for my husband, myself and our three children. I have two girls living, and a son who passed that horrible day. We started the day fishing....we had so much fun. The kids were worn out but still wanted to stop off at their grandparents for a dip in the pool. My son was afraid of water, and in the 5 years he was alive, only got into that pool 3 times. That day he was proud he had "tried" to let go with his floats on. We all got out, started lunch...when I went to take his plate to him, he wasnt there. I just remember dropping it and running out onto the back deck. He had went out to get his towel or something and must have fallen in. We tried everything to bring him around. He had a heartbeat, but upon entering the ER....he died instantly of a massive cardiac arrest.
I know your pain, am living it daily. Your husband is a hero for what he did for his children, what any parent would do. know that they are in the kingdom of god, and that they are always with you.
Tess

i dreamed about us lastnite celerbrating your birthday ,we were laughing our heads off together ,u bein you and taking the p,it was so real then i woke up and realised it was a dream ,i cant get me head round it bruv yr birthday is tommorow ,i hope you have a party in heaven only wish icould be with you and jay to celerbrate wiv you love and miss you so so much life will never be the same without you here godbless you special angels x