JACOB KEITH HUNTINGTON Tribute

I didnt know you Jacob, you were in the opposite Early Years Class to my little boy Kyle, I remember at the nativity play being told that you had left this world for another one and have thought of you at every play since. At that time I didnt realise I had known your mammy at school, I found this out when I met your brother Joshua. Your mammy has told me stories about you and your brother and I know she misses her little munchkin so much. Sleep tight Jacob and Im thinking of you, your mammy and Joshua. xxxxx

4 years on Wednesday Munchkin, lives moved on so much since I last came on here. I know you'd be upset over Daddy and me seperating baby but we could'nt pretend anymore. I love you so much and Joshua talks about you all the time. Remember when he use to push you into the corner as if you'd been naughty, you would be laughing so hard. I miss you my beautiful angel I'd give my life to hold you once more. Sweet dreams my beautiful boy xx

We're moving hun and I know its not reasonable but I am so scared of moving because I think you won't be able to find us. I miss you so much munchkin I so wish things could go back to the way they were when you and your Grandma were here. I have no one to talk too but you. I love you with all my heart and I don't think I'll ever deal with you leaving so I can move on. I know you don't want me unhappy munchkin but how can I move on without you, I feel so guilty and alone all the time. I've gone back to work munchkin and I am enjoying it, it takes my mind of things but as soon as I come home, the pain starts all over again. I love you so much my angel. I just want to be happy again. Kisses from the kissy monster, hugs from the huggy munster and tickles from the tickly munster. missing u always and forever, see you soon xxxxxLots of love your mummy always xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

When tomorrow starts without me, and I am not here to see,
If the sun should rise and find your eyes all filled with tears for me,
I know how much you love me as much as I love you,
And each time you think of me I know you'll miss me too.
But when tomorrow starts without me please try to understand,
That Jesus came and called my name and took me by the hand.
He said my place is ready in heaven far above,
And that I have to leave behind all those I dearly love.
But as I turned to walk away a tear fell from my eye,
For all my life I'd always thought it wasn't my time to die.
I had so much to live for and so much yet to do,
It seems almost impossible that I was leaving you.
I thought of all the yesterdays the good ones and the bad,
I thought of all the love we shared and all the fun we had.
If I could have stayed for just a little while,
I'd say goodbye and kiss you and maybe see you smile.
But then I fully realise that this could never be,
For emptiness and memories would take the place of me.
And when I thought of worldly things that I'd miss come tomorrow,
I thought of you and when I did my heart was filled with sorrow.
But when I walked through Heaven's gate and felt so much at home,
As God looked down and smiled at me from his great golden throne.
He said "This is eternity, And all I've promised you,
Today your life on earth is past, but here it starts anew."
"I promise no tomorrow but today will always last,
And since each day's the same here there's no longing for the past."
So when tomorrow starts without me don't think we're far apart,
For every time you think of me I'm right here in your heart.

He was and is my angel
More, so now, than before
His smile,
His laugh,
His tears,
Brought pleasure to my heart
His short life was very hard
So unbearable at times
His cuddles,
His pet lip,
Would bring tears to my eyes,
He is and always will be
My very special son
And I will always love him
Because I was and am, his mum

Jacob, it seems like I never get a moment to have a good sit and cry. I miss you munchkin, everything about you, I try really hard and concentrate on what it was like to hold you, to give you cuddles. I love you with all my heart munchkin. Be happy with Grandma munchkin you deserve it so much. I only wish we had had more time together. Loving and missing you always from your mummy forever xxxxxxxxx