Jaycie Whitny White Tribute

JAYCIE WAS OUR SWEET ANGEL THAT DIED SHORTLY BEFORE  HER BIRTH.  MY HUSBEN AND I WANTED HER VERY BADDLY AND WAS LOOKING SO FORWARD TO HER ARIVEL.  WE HAD STARTED TO GET THINGS READY FOR HER, IT WAS SO EXSITING, SHE WOULD BE OUR FIRST CHILD TOGETHER.   THANKSGIVING HAD COME AND THE FAMILY S COULD NOT WATE TO HAVE A NEW BABY.  WE TALKED ABOUT WHAT SHE WOULD LOOK LIKE AND THE THINGS WE WOULD DO, MY SISTERS AND I HAD GONE ON A SHOPING TRIPS, THERE WAS SO MUCH ANTISAPATION.  THEN THE ANTHINKABLE. I HAD BEEN HAVING BACK PAIN FOR A FEW DAYS AND DIDNT THINK MUCH OF IT TILL THE SPOTTING.  WE WENT TO THE ER AND HAD AN ULTRASOUND AND EVERY THING STILL LOOKED GOOD HER HART WAS FINE AND SHE WAS MOVING NORMEL.  BUT THAY DID NO INTERNEL EXAM, THAY SENT ME HOME AND TOLD ME TO REST. AFTER CALLING THE DR WE WERE TOLD TO COME TO THE OFFICE FIRST THING IN THE MORNING. BUT BY THE TIME WE GOT TO THE OFFICE IT WAS TO LATE  SHE HAD PAST AWAY, WE WENT TO THE HOSPITAL AND THE DAY WAS A BLUR , IT WAS NOT HAPPENING TO ME , IT WAS LIKE I WAS LOOKING INTO SOME ONE ELSES LIFE. SHE WAS SO SMALL BUT SO PERFACT I HELD HER FOR THE ONE AND ONLY TIME. AND THEN I SAID GOOD BYE . SHE CHANGED MY LIFE FOE EVER AND I WILL NEVER FORGET HER, I SEE HER GROW UP IN MY MIND AND SOME DAY I WILL HOLD HER AGAIN.    WE LOVE YOU MY SLEEPING  ANGEL.