Lil Marshall (with arms wide open): "Mom, I miss Mang Nen this much and MORE!!!!!"
Me: "I know son...I miss her that much and more too..."
Nen, it breaks my heart that your baby brother didn't get to make as many memories with you as your sisters did. He knows your face because of your beautiful pictures...he listens as we tell him stories of how you used to babysit him...and knows you use to call him LITTLE MARSHIO. There are times he asks to see you, but then says, "but I can't huh mom? cuz she's in heaven, right?" And all I can do is nod in agreement. He looks just like you baby...and he's just as wild and crazy as you were too! All I know is one day, one sweet day we'll all be together again....and be COMPLETE.
Jaena, we miss you sooo much!! Cienna & Chanel continue to make photo collages of your beautiful pictures to decorate our home. You are in our every day thoughts and prayers!! We love you!!
Thanks for the crab wontons today sissy!!! You know it made me think of my baby girl, especially since she liked it as much as I do. She definitely wasn't a picky-eater!
I miss you so much, Manang Jaena. We love you. We want you to come back. I spend a lot of time everyday thinking about you. Nothing is the same without you. I wonder what would happen if you still come to the journeys we have with our family. I hate it when people say to get over the fact that you are gone, but you are still here. you are still here in our hearts.
Sweetheart, it's not getting any better no matter what everyone says! It's going to be 2years a week from now but to me it seems like only yesterday when you went to dhurch with Mama and Papa and had your last communion. I have a very vivid memory of you saying goodbye to me when I walked you infront of the church to go to school. I cannot forget that day when you wanted to sleep with me that night and I said for you to go home because you had a school the following day. I canlt forget when you said goodnight and goodbye when you left me and Papa to go home. I did not know they were the lasr words you left me to remember you by. Only after these months that I realized I was with your Mom and Dad when your were born and when you left us. My darling girl, nothing can fill up the void that you have left in my heart. Only you can fill the emptiness in my heart. I do know that you're my ANGEL until we meet again! I MISS YOU SO MUCH THAT IT HURTS! I LOVE YOU... UNTIL WE MEET AGAIN......
I'm anxious.....and I can't shake this feeling. I'm taken back to two years ago, replaying the months and days before you left. My heart continues to ache, but I know that it will never stop. Everyday, every single day I'm reminded of how 'incomplete' I am without you. You are my missing puzzle piece and until that day comes, there's nothing that can be said or done to help ease that pain and feeling. I miss you baby!!!! I miss you sooo soooo much, that it hurts....all I can do is try....and I will for you....I LOVE YOU NENA BOO!
Manang, I NEVER stop thinking about you every day every second, no matter where I am. I pray for you everyday right before I go to bed, even if I am really tired and want to go to bed right away. It has been almost 2 years,and I would cry everyday if I can never see you again. you are sweet, kind and is an angel. I want to be just like you when I grow up.
I love you,
Ading RileyRoo
Nen! I miss you soo much! You've been on my mind everyday, every night, every second annd its just unreal to me that you're gone. I wish i could see you! I love you Nen!
Jaena, whenever I'm with you I feel like I'm walking on air. You are my key to happiness. Without you in my life I feel like I can't live. With you at my side I know I'm safe, and with you at my side I feel like I'm in heaven. Jaena, I haven't seen you since last year, I need you back. I hope that is soon. You have so much talent I wish I am like you, because I know a lot of people that want to be an angel. I hope you are liking heaven. you are safe and sound.
Jaena, whenever I'm with you I feel like I'm walking on air. You are my key to happiness. Without you in my life I feel like I can't live. With you at my side I know I'm safe, and with you at my side I feel like I'm in heaven. Jaena, I haven't seen you since last year, I need you back. I hope that is soon. You have so much talent I wish I am like you, because I know a lot of people that want to be an angel. I hope you are liking heaven. you are safe and sound.
It's been well over a year now, baby girl and yet I cry every day missing you. I'm haunted by scenes that happened the night you passed away. The second you passed, was already too much time apart from each other. So much time has passed us by and every second, minute and hour is too long. I long to hold you, hear you and see your pretty face. Your laughter -- I want to hear it! Your hands -- I want to hold! Your smile -- I long to see! I MISS YOU! It's loud, but never loud enough because I don't hear you. I want to hear you call for me, I want to hear you call "MOMMY....MOMMMY!". I hear it in the back of my head, But know that if I turn around, you won't be there. I know you're up there -- safe and sound, where you belong..watching over us -- guarding those who need it most.....
Little Marshio....
Family and friends of Jaena Jul 14, 2011
Me: "I know son...I miss her that much and more too..."
Nen, it breaks my heart that your baby brother didn't get to make as many memories with you as your sisters did. He knows your face because of your beautiful pictures...he listens as we tell him stories of how you used to babysit him...and knows you use to call him LITTLE MARSHIO. There are times he asks to see you, but then says, "but I can't huh mom? cuz she's in heaven, right?" And all I can do is nod in agreement. He looks just like you baby...and he's just as wild and crazy as you were too! All I know is one day, one sweet day we'll all be together again....and be COMPLETE.
With all our love...
Cat Jul 13, 2011
this pain doesn't fade...
jerina Jul 12, 2011
Family and friends of Jaena (Jul 13, 2011)
Heaven
Justine Jun 28, 2011
We all love and miss you sooo much!!!!!!
Love, Puppy <3
My Angel
Mama Emy Mar 05, 2011
....missing you...
Family and friends of Jaena Feb 24, 2011
I never stop thinking about you
emadayag Nov 06, 2010
I love you,
Ading RileyRoo
September 2010
jerina Sep 02, 2010
I love and miss you so much!
lexi Apr 13, 2010
I Love you,
Lexi:)
Like I'm in heaven
Riley Madayag Apr 03, 2010
I love you,
Rileyroo
Like I'm in heaven
Riley Madayag Apr 03, 2010
I love you,
Rileyroo
Missing My Baby
Family and friends of Jaena Mar 26, 2010
I MISS YOU, Nen....I MISS YOU!!!