My Son Jose Juan Rosa Tribute

Hi Baby, As i sit here in the kitchen thinking about you like always. Well another year without you. I just sit and start thinking about the good old times and moments we shared together with the family. Now the Holidays are approching really fast and i just want them to hurry up and go. It's not the same with you being gone. It's just another ordinary day for us. Baby i try to cope with your death but i realized that i can't it's not a day in my life that i don't cry. Baby i cry so much that i caused a serious infection in my eyes now i have to get surgery on my eyes but that's not going to help because i will continue to cry. I try to talk to people and it just don't register in my brain that your not coming back. i know one day we will reunite again. I just wish i was there that day i know i would of stop you from getting on that bike. Baby i miss you so much my heart is just in so much pain that my whole body be hurting some times. I can't continue to live without you. I pray every day and i know that the dear God is listening to me because i have seen some changes in my life. But the fact is that your not here with me. I will always carry you in my heeart baby. Love you mom

Tonight while I was on myspace, I came across this heartbreaking news that I did not find out about until tonight. I knew Jose back in elementary school and Jr. 4 many years ago. We would hang out with our friends and have good times and share many laughs together. He was always a sweetheart..would do anything for you whenever you needed something. When I came across this news my heart dropped and could not do anything but cry. I can not even begin to imagine the pain his family has gone through and no it is not fair for someone so young and sweet to have been taken away. It is unfortunate that I did not find out about this until almost 2 years later. It has been about 7 years since I have seen or spoken to Jose but his smile and laughter remain in my memory. My heart goes out to his family and loved ones. My prayers are with you Nancy and your family! Jose, you are missed TERRIBLY, one day we will reunite.....gone but NEVER forgotten!

All my love,

Brielle
xoxo