My Son Jose Juan Rosa Tribute

Hi Baby, As i sit here in the kitchen thinking about you like always. Well another year without you. I just sit and start thinking about the good old times and moments we shared together with the family. Now the Holidays are approching really fast and i just want them to hurry up and go. It's not the same with you being gone. It's just another ordinary day for us. Baby i try to cope with your death but i realized that i can't it's not a day in my life that i don't cry. Baby i cry so much that i caused a serious infection in my eyes now i have to get surgery on my eyes but that's not going to help because i will continue to cry. I try to talk to people and it just don't register in my brain that your not coming back. i know one day we will reunite again. I just wish i was there that day i know i would of stop you from getting on that bike. Baby i miss you so much my heart is just in so much pain that my whole body be hurting some times. I can't continue to live without you. I pray every day and i know that the dear God is listening to me because i have seen some changes in my life. But the fact is that your not here with me. I will always carry you in my heeart baby. Love you mom