i guess i never realized exactly how much you meant to me, until you were gone. it's been over a month, and i still find myself thinking about you all the time. though i wasn't as close to you as others, i still miss you. in a weird way, it still feels like one day, you're going to come back and make everyone happy with that smile of yours. but, it's knowing that won't happen that hurts the most. i will never forget all those bus rides to and from our games. i always heard all the crazy things you'd be yelling, and they made me laugh every time! you touched so many lives, including mine, and i don't even think you knew it. you are a great person, and i can't believe this happened to you. but i know you're happy where you are now. i love you, i miss you, and i just want you to know that i will always remember you, Josh. always. i don't think its possible to forget someone like you.

rest in peace Josh George.