Joshua Carl Envil Tribute

If you are reading this, it is because in some way, you crossed paths with Joshua during the 26 years of his life. Maybe you are a relative or a neighbor, a school mate or work partner, but most likely, you are a friend!! And no one, more than Joshua, would have enjoyed having a"my space"  page as another way to keep in touch with all his friends!!! He never had the chance to set up his own page. As you could imagine, with Joshua\'s creativity and humor, it would have been so unique. But instead, this past Oct, which was one month after Joshua\'s death in Sept 27th,2007  I set up a "my space\" page in his name and memory. You know what a special guy he was. Joshua was fun and funny, creative and unique, smart and handsome, loving and loyal. And sometime during his short life, you got to know him!!! And he luckily, got to know you! This  page is for those who loved Joshua in life and miss him now. It is another way to think of him and remember the special times you shared with him, and wish for the times that now can never be. The page is in progress as more pictures and items are added. So please check back. Please feel free to tell a story, write a comment or send a picture that marked a memory that you shared with Joshua. This is such a beautiful and meaningful tribute to Josh. Josh would of said \"And to all my other friends..... PLEASE DON\'T FORGET ME!! I AM SORRY I CAUSED YOU ANY PAIN\" All of us who had you in our life can never, ever forget you! That smile and laughter will never be forgotten. Your spirit will live on in all of us who loved you so much. We will meet you at the crossroads some day. And you left us with a beautiful gift to love for you, Faith Marie. We will make sure she remember\'s her Daddy who loved her with his whole heart and soul. He died by a shotgun shot to his heart, self inflected, because he just couldn\'t stand the thought of having to share his little girl with another Man and he couldn\'t watch what was happening to her anymore when she had to leave him. But I am so thankful that I had 26yrs.of his life to be his Mother and friend. I wish I could of had just one more hug or kiss or one more day with him but that just wasn't the case. His heart was beyond broken and he had to end his pain some way. I wish he had chosed a better way but he didn't and we are all left to pick up the pieces. So we all go on with our lives again and hopefully remember Josh and his humor in our picture\'s and memories we have of him. He was to good of a person to end his life this way and we will never know what drove him over the edge. We can just love him for who he was now. The Vikings games will never be the same without you cheeering them on buddy. I hope that his friend\'s will keep him close in their heart as they did when he was here, just like his family is doing. You were to good of a person to end you life, you had so much going for you and so many people how cared about you.