He is alway's with me, every second of every day and alway's will be. He was my last born, my baby, my buddy. We were seperated for some time but when we got back together again it was like time had stood still. Granted he was older and out of hand by then but he was still my buddy, and our love for each other hand not changed. My life and his family's lives will forever miss his sence of humor, that smile that gave us all such joy. He was one of a kind, like a diamond in the raw. There were so many people he had touched in his 26yrs. that will never forget him. But he is no more pain and for that reason only I can be happy for him now. He is with God and will be waiting at heavens door when it is my time to go, and I can'y wait to see him. I love you Son with all that I am and all that I have, we all do. But this never should of happened to such a good person as you.

We are still very much shocked that Joshua chose to do this. His presence will be missed.