Kadeem Blackwood Tribute

Look at u bby ....sleepin so peacefully ... im so pround of u
i try and take no notice of wat the bad mined people say on these sights because i dont no how people could be so heartless k :( x
The familys pullin through were all tryin to get used to the fact were nog gonna see u in this world again .
im startin to learn alot of things about life k .... and its becomin so hard ...as tears roll down my eyes when i rite this ... i re-live the pain u musta gone throught that night ... i think to my self ...did u see my face befor u went to sleep :'(
there was so much u had left to do with your self ....
and it kills me to no that ur dreams will never be attepted now x
every singal day i find somthin that remineds me of u baby a smell a touch a sight ....ihate you not bein here with me sharing tears and laffs and fun like the old days
i dnt think people understand how life is so important .....
can u remember that ma new years eve ??
must be a good 2 years ago now wen we was in cavendish and we went into da food shop and we were laffin at the man servin cuz we cuddnt understand a wood he was sayin ..... i still rememember your laff ...
i just want this all over and done with k beacuse this pain this empty space i now have its hurtin me ...its hurtin us
the brave face is no longer workin kadeem x
i just want u home ...back home safe to us ..u shown me and helped me grow into wat i have become by the thing u used to say to me ....x
im missing u so much kadeem ....youve taken half of my heart with you...x look after it for me and keep it safe x
dnt ever forget me ...beacuse i will neva ever ever forget about you bby x
Sleep tight beautiful boy xx
love allways
your big cussen yasmin x x x x x x x x x x x x x x