Sandra, This is Maryann aka Spunky. I just now believe it or not found this link. I miss talking with you and my computer crashed where I had your old email address. I wanted so many times to talk with you and make sure that you are alright. Sweetheart, I am so sorry about you losing Kedan, I did nothing but cry when I first found that out. This is why I started my Non Profit Foundation "Buried with Dignity" for your son and the 3 other of my close friends children. I wanted the world to know Sandra, that our babies did not die in vane. I wanted the world to know Sandra, that each one of these precious children were somebody son, or daughter or grandchild or niece or nephew....I wanted the world to know that although they may be gone, and now in heaven, each one of these Beautiful Children will be forever missed and forever remembered! The place where I met you, is the same place I lost touch with you. I have prayed many prayers for you my sweet friend. I just lost your email to my old computer, and I found you again through your name on that site we met. So many times I wished I could of hugged you Mother of Kedan, so many times I wanted to do something to help you through this, but not knowing just exactly how and what to do. So forgive me please for not doing much of anything because I felt you just needed your space and you needed to be left alone or you would have written back to me from time to time and you didn't. I lost 2 babies and 1 granddaughter Sandra so I KNOW this PAIN only too well. So celebrate with me that "Buried with Dignity" has come full circle and we are now recognized by the I.R.S. and we hold a 501(c)3 status and the REASON I had to do this was for YOUR SON, MY CHILDREN, MY FRIENDS 3 CHILDREN and the many many children after them that will pass away. I would NOT STOP until the world knew that these children's memory will live on forever. I love you Sandra and I don't know if you believe that or not, but I do from one Mother to another that has lost her babies also...I love you and I hope you are proud of the work that I have done with Buried with Dignity, it took 4 long hard years by FINALLY it is a Non Profit Foundation that will soon be helping parents who have lost a child. Come see what we have done ok? Please Sandra? http://www.buriedwithdignity.org We need people to help us by either being a yearly Sponsor or just simply donating on the website. GOD BLESS YOU Mother of Kedan....what a handsome young little guy he was....R.I.P. Kedan and know how much you are missed and loved!
Sandra, it has been a while since you and I spoke - I was a friend of yours on MySpace and created the Kedan's memory page "Autism Swims in Kedan's memory" until it got phished and I have not been able to gain access since. Your family is always in my thoughts and prayers as I look at the bracelet you sent me. I am praying for your family's strength everyday and I will pray especially hard tomorrow. The icon I have uploaded I have also placed on your photo album as a birthday tribute I created for him. May he be running and playing with the angels in Heaven as we know he is.
My blessings to you and your family. I lost my son Patrick in 2005. The pain will change to inner peace over time. This I promise. God will watch over him always.
I know your pain,I lost my beautiful daughter March 2006 .I run a child loss website and forum [free of cost] For more support please visit www.mychildlossgrief.org/
Again I am so sorry.Your son is beautiful
Louise Lagerman
I am so sorry for your loss. Children are all so precious, and it hurts when one leaves us. I lost 2 of my own to miscarriages, I may never have gotten to hold them, but they live on in my heart, as your sweet son will too.
Kedan, although we've never met you have made such an impact on my life. I love you as if I'd known you your whole life. I have a son who is autistic, Cayden, he looks a lot like you. Your mom and I have become friends through this tragedy and you've helped me keep Cayden safe and to learn the hidden dangers to children with autism. I know your short life has made such an impact on others and I will never forget you. Rest peacefully in the arms of Jesus sweet angel. We'll see you again one day and I look forward to meeting you.
Kedan, all though I never met you, you had impacted my life and soul. I learned from you what no one in the world could have ever taught me. rest in peace little angel.
I don’t know how to feel, I don’t know how to be
An ever lasting emptiness, Now forever part of me
I think of you in silence, I often speak your name
All thats left are memories, And a heart that aint the same
My soul aches with sadness, My tears can only flow
But what it really meant to lose you, No-one will ever know
I'll never forget just before this happened, he was at my house deep into the Thomas book Trent had laid to rest with him. Him and Trent went outside and he got into the mud. We were digging through all of Trents clothes trying to find him a pair of pants that would fit him, while Uncle Kenny washed his shoes off.
OUR LITTLE KEDAN ~__By Karen Knusta____So innocent so pure__Had missing pieces called autism__and there was no cure.____A child in his own world__with routines everyday__has for some unknown reason__been taken away.____Kedans loss is so great__so many tears have been shed__so many"I love you" kedan can never been said.____But our memories will continue day after day__of a special little boy__with his special little ways.____Our love for Kedan will continue and he'll always hold a part__of a very special place__deep down in our heart.
The Misunderstood Child__A poem about children with hidden disabilities____by Kathy Winters____I am the child that looks healthy and fine.__I was born with ten fingers and toes.__But something is different, somewhere in my mind,__And what it is, nobody knows.____I am the child that struggles in school,__Though they say that I'm perfectly smart.__They tell me I'm lazy -- can learn if I try --__But I don't seem to know where to start. ____I am the child that won't wear the clothes__Which hurt me or bother my feet.__I dread sudden noises, can't handle most smells,__And tastes -- there are few foods I'll eat.____I am the child that can't catch the ball__And runs with an awkward gait.__I am the one chosen last on the team__And I cringe as I stand there and wait.____I am the child with whom no one will play --__The one that gets bullied and teased.__I try to fit in and I want to be liked,__But nothing I do seems to please. ____I am the child that tantrums and freaks__Over things that seem petty and trite.__You'll never know how I panic inside,__When I'm lost in my anger and fright.____I am the child that fidgets and squirms__Though I'm told to sit still and be good.__Do you think that I choose to be out of control?__Don't you know that I would if I could?____I am the child with the broken heart__Though I act like I don't really care.__Perhaps there's a reason God made me this way --__Some message he sent me to share.____For I am the child that needs to be loved__And accepted and valued too.__I am the child that is misunderstood.__I am different - but look just like you.__
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In Memory of Sweet Kedan
Maryann1045 Feb 04, 2011
Sending Love and prayers
Krystal-momofautism Jul 21, 2008
All my love always!
Krystal
I am so sorry...
April D. Jul 20, 2008
My Memory
David Strain Jul 01, 2008
God Bless you and your family.
David
I am so sorry for your loss
Louise Lagerman Jun 28, 2008
www.mychildlossgrief.org/
Again I am so sorry.Your son is beautiful
Louise Lagerman
My Memory
Carol Apr 04, 2008
You are such an angel in so many ways
Dena Mar 25, 2008
My Memory
deb Mar 23, 2008
My Memory
sandra seagraves Mar 22, 2008
An ever lasting emptiness, Now forever part of me
I think of you in silence, I often speak your name
All thats left are memories, And a heart that aint the same
My soul aches with sadness, My tears can only flow
But what it really meant to lose you, No-one will ever know
PLANTED ON EARTH TO BLOOM IN HEAVEN
My Memory
brtsqd3 Mar 22, 2008
Aunt Karens Poem
sandra seagraves Mar 22, 2008
The misunderstood child
sandra seagraves Mar 22, 2008