For you she did everything. She gave away true family and friends. When she was too tired or depressed to continue going on, you gave her strength and happiness. You would right all her wrongs. She gave up everything for you. She let all of her creative talents go. You gave her inspiration so she would never know. When she felt completely empty, you would make her feel whole again. You were her lover and her best friend. She put you before everyone. She thought you were the best and then she let go of the rest. When she felt abandoned, you gave her a warm place to call home. When she felt deserted, you were there so she wasn't alone. When she felt angry you gave her somewhere to run. You gave her courage to seek revenge and make it feel like fun. You fooled her into thinking that you loved who she was. You gave her happiness when she was sad and a blanket of calm when she was mad. You gave her sleep when it wouldn't come. You made her feel rich and stole all her wealth. You gave her serenity through all of her rituals. You gave her a form of meditation so she would feel spiritual. You put her into prison and told her to hang on. You promised her when she was out you would once again make her strong. You fixed every problem and filled every hole. God how I hate you for ripping out her soul. The more you took away from her the more it seemed like you gave to her. The more she felt like she was dying, the more she felt like you saved her. I yearn to hear her laugh again and see her smiling face. You took my darling daughter and my life will never be the same. You took Tenisha's mother and left her with so much pain.I just want my darling girl to come back home again. I was here when she took her first breath on earth. The day she left I cradled her in my arms and kissed her sweet forehead and ran my fingers through her hair just as I did when she was growing up. I spoke to her not knowing if she could hear me or not. It was like being hit by a truck. The whole room felt like darkness. I felt her take what felt like her last breath as she lay in peace in my arms. She had floated away and she was gone. This last breath was her first breath for the rest of her life. Some only dream of angels.....i was holding one in my arms.