I know you thought of me today, mum I know you cried. Mum I know that this is hard for you, and you cannot understand why. Mum please don't be angry with God, it was time for me to leave. The things that have happened since I left, I know you can't believe. Mum I am okay and I have never left your side. Do you hear the things I say, can you find the things I hide. I cannot take away the pain that your heart feels, so I asked God for just one wish, to help your heart to heal. He told me to think carefully about what I could say or do, to show you what you mean to me and that I miss you too. I want you to think of the little things that used to make us laugh and hopefully they will bury what I put you through in the past. So mum when you think of me and cannot bear the pain, look for the gifts I send you and my memory will remain. I am in every laugh you have, in every hug you share. I am the one who knows your soul, mum I want you to let go. Take with you the memories and think of me in the flowers, wind and rain. Most of all please remember I never meant to cause you so much pain.

Loving you today, tomorrow, now and always Kelly xxoo