Kristin Lee Urbigkit Tribute

I'm Ryan's little sis( kristin's boyfriend) and it kills me that this happened. He was so happy and even though I didn't ever get to meet her it still feels like in a way I knew her. I went to her funeral for my brother because he couldn't and I dont regret it and never will. I really wish I would of met her because everyone who knew her said she was a great person and so ful of life and I just wish I would of known her. It hurts more because I didnt and my brother does know about her, but I dont think he has had enough time to mourn and take it all in. " Time heals all wounds", I wish that quote was actually true but sometimes it feels like its all building up and you feel like you can't handle the weight of the world on your shoulders any more and for a while its been like that for me. The day this all happened I feel like if I would of just heard him sneak out then I could of stopped him. If I would of just done one thing different maybe this wouldn't of happened. I feel like its all my fault and even though everyone has told me that it wasnt I dont fully believe that. R.I.P. Kristin from me and my brother we love u!!!!

Kristin was my first true best friend. She showed me what true friendship was. She became my wifey as I became hers. She was the dragon to my fairy. Kristin was my protector and my mentor in the pagan ways. I remember seeing her for the first time at Brandyn's bonfire my junior year in high school and her sophomore. I didn't think she liked me. Then we started talking to each on MySpace and just hit it off really well.

We always had fun together. And I am still destroyed she is gone. But I know she is still with me in the memories we created together and in my heart. I believe she will be my guardian spirit because she always protected me. She is Kadia (Little Dragon) and she will always walk beside me and everyone else she loved.

Kristin, your smile is still imprinted on our hearts, your laughter in our ears, your dancing in our eyes, your hugs around us, and your love in our souls. We love you and always will.