What can I say to you today? It is your birthday darling Lizabeth. I am proud of you for your accomplishments and I want to tell you that I am with you girl. I want you to know that you are the previous darling I miss so much. I would have taken you shopping today, as I always did, with Kit and we would go to the lake and relax out there and shone some sunshine. I miss these days girl. I know you would have wanted to fish and maybe we could have if I had a pole. The time has passed by so quickly and I still remember you as you are today. I want you back in my life and I know that wont happen but I still care about you. I wish for you and EJ the best life possible and I wanted to be a part of it. Lizabeth forgive me for not being there for you and know I wanted to have you and your child. My guilt will precede the life I have now and I know you are with the Lord. GOD praise that happening. I can only know you are with him and that you are pleasantly happy. I miss you darling, rest in peace.