Marci Holman Tribute

Hi Sweetie,
I still can't believe this has all happened. I feel like I'm having this horrible nightmare and one day I'll wake up and you'll still be here. I can't describe the pain I feel or how lost and lonely I feel without you. It was always us for so long and we were always together. We even shared the same birthday. You were my rock, everything I did was for you and wouldn't have made it without you. You always gave me strength to do anything difficult and now you're gone. I'm trying so hard to be strong but its so hard, I miss you so much. I know you are with me but its not the same as having you here. I'm so very proud of you as always. You found yourself in SD and I am so happy that you did. Your friends are incredible and love you so much. Your memorial was absolutely beautiful, just like you, I know you were there and enjoyed being the center of attention like you loved. The Hard Rock is an awesome place, that's why you loved it there. I love and miss you so very much, I have many wonderful memories and will share them with your brother Jamie, as you called him. He doesn't understand this and wanted to see you when we were in SD. Its so sad. I wish none of this happened or I could fix it, but it wasn't in my hands. I will always wonder why and always wonder what would've been. You had so many plans and dreams for the future. Love and miss you, Mom