Merrill Justin Scott Tribute

I THOUGHT I COULD DO THIS WITH NO PROBLEM, BUT MY TEARS WON'T STOP LONG ENOUGH FOR ME TO TYPE,WHAT WORDS DO U USE TO TELL SOMEONE HOW MUCH YOU LOVED JUSTIN.THE MEMORIES ARE RUSHING IN AND NOW I WISH THAT I WOULD HAVE TOOK MORE TIME TO REALIZE HOW SHORT LIFE CAN BE.I MET JUSTIN AND JESSIACA YEARS AGO WHEN THEIR DAD AND MY COUSIN MET...JUSTIN WAS JUST ONE OF THOSE PEOPLE THAT ONCE HE KNEW YOU HE LOVED YOU, AND FROM THE VERY FIRST DAY HE BECAME LIKE MY LIL BROTHER I NEVER HAD.THERE ARE SO MANY MEMORIES THAT I HAVE OF JUSTIN. HE ALWAYS STOPPED BY MY HOUSE IF IT WAS TO USE THE PHONE, USE THE BATHROOM , TO ASK ME TO BABYSIT, OR WHEN HIS HEART WAS HURTING FROM SOMEBODY HURTING HIM.I DON'T KNOW WHAT IT WAS BUT I ALWAYS FELT THE NEED TO DEFEND AND PROTECT HIM.I WOULD HAVE BEAT ANYBODYS BUTT FOR HURTING HIM IN ANY WAY, AND STILL WILL TO THIS DAY. JUSTIN LOVED WITH ALL HIS HEART AND ALL HE WANTED WAS LOVE IN RETURN,I CAN REMEBER HE ALWAYS SAYING, "JINNY WHAT DID I DO TO DESERVE THIS?" NOW THAT I HAVE TIME TO TSIT AND THINK ABOUT THAT QUESTION.......MY ANSWER IS ...YOU DID NOTHING JUSTIN, YOU DID NOTHING TO DESERVE THE WAY PEOPLE TREATED YOU.YOU LOVED WITH ALL YOUR HEART AND SOUL AND I JUST WISH THAT I HAD THE HEART THAT YOU HAD JUSTIN BECAUSE I WAS SO PURE AND SO LOVING..I AM GONNA DEFEND YOU TILL THE END MY LIL BROTHER AND GOD ONLY KNOWS HOW MUCH I MISS YOU AND WOULD GIVE ANYTHING TO TELL YOU ,"I LOVE YOU" ONE LAST TIME. I MISS YOU JUSTIN!