Michael Nicely Tribute

i was cleaning my room today , & i found a picture of you , it caused all these memoires and feelings too start . visions of the times we shared , good && bad ones too , then there were the ones from the day my life was ripped apart , tears now begin too fall , in can remember the sound of my breaking heart as the doctor told me in that hall that with this life you are now about too part . i cried a million tears the day it was like a dream , gone bad , , i had me asking why would he want too make me so sad ? of all the people in the world why were you his choice , i wish i could have told him first that i needed you too . if only i could hear the sound of your voice calling my name , saying hello or even i love you too . i wonder if he thought of how id feel , i know im told he always picks the best , i m also told that my heart will heal i time , but why had just gotten together again , that i had finally got you too say i love you too , i could finally say " thats my boyfriend ,hes amazing " your girl , thats what i wanted too be ,if i only would have said it outloud, maybe things would have been differnt for me and you i was guilty too ,always doing everything wrong and then saing i was falling in love , why did it take us so long , too firgure out that i was yer girl and that wihtout a doubt . you were my world , my everything , my bestfriend . i miss you more & more each day . someday i dont know when or how , we will meet face too face , and i will see you again and we will share your speical place , and once again . . . i can hear you say you love mee too , always and forever , bree ♥