Dear God .. give me the serenity to accept the things I can not change .. the courage to change the things I can and the wisdom to know the difference ... I forgive you Neal. I might not truly understand why this happened ... but I forgive you and will always love you with all my heart. I can't wait to be with you again. You are in my thoughts and prayers every day and in my dreams almost every night. I love you babe.......Laura