I was there put picture up and lit two candles did not see u may be i didnt look hard enouth. miss u well to day is matts b-day .got him a wallet he is off to school he is going for emt. now i am here waiting for zach he is at park i think hes dressed like a gold power ranger well ill be going see u soon
its been a while robert ive been doing the things u asked me to about smoking and having all nesessary tests its been a real hot summer imiss u so much still a day doestnt go by that i think about u and how i really sucked as a mother any way matts got a good job josh i dont know about i have his dog cassie now its a cool dog a german shepard love and miss u till next time or when i see u again
well still have my ups and downs i still think every day of the things u could be doin it hurts imiss u so much well its time steven is graduating imagine that zach is growin so fast i know your watchen well got to go for now love u
it was zachs hes 4 stevens is on 18 th will be 18 mine is on the 22nd hope and pray i make it know i should take better care matt says hi and so does josh i am trying to hurry on make shift place for u i do care just i dont know got my head up my ass
love and miss u
see you soon
love mother
PS looking for u in the same spot i took picture hope to grt another so they can see how crazy i am
was the long beach grand prix again the same guy won again forgot name let u know next time
happy thanksgiving wow christmas is just around the corner i put the little tree up this year i dont think i will ever stop crying i put decorations of you, matt and josh i am trying to teach zac about memories and little things to cherish i just dont know what else to do merry christmas
love mother
ps
the same presants are under the tree as always
till we meet again
hows the day going i miss you so much it still hurts i wish they told me about your heart and things you never told me all the things that were going on then thats what hurts the most i would of done something about it i still wonder if you knew anything i am going tomorow to drs. to get reports untill next time
Hi robert i have been crying alot lately I i miss you so terrible i just keep thinking of all the things i could of done to be there you know what i mean iwill work quicker on checking those things out for you before i join you i think i could dothat any way it sucks stevan asked me were your at to visit and say his goodbyes i have to talk tto greg heis always to busy i have been worring about matthew alot to he doesnt want to take me seriously about drs. i willwork on that before it is to late to any way till next time
remembering how i didnt come both of you to your graduation i really sucked a sa mom didnt i
i know your looking down at matt just you and him graduated i so very proud of you and him can you believe matt elementary school teacher who would of thought imiss and love you very much this emptyness will never go away till we meet again
love mother ps dont worry working on what happened
Birthday gone by
mik Nov 01, 2012
as always,
love mother
another year gone by
Kimberly Lucas Oct 05, 2012
love and miss u very much
love mother
ps got another gift card u probally would of stuck in the draw and never used
miss u
Kimberly Lucas Aug 27, 2012
love mother
time pass
Kimberly Lucas Jun 01, 2012
love mother
birthdays
Kimberly Lucas Apr 17, 2012
love and miss u
see you soon
love mother
PS looking for u in the same spot i took picture hope to grt another so they can see how crazy i am
was the long beach grand prix again the same guy won again forgot name let u know next time
MISSING YOU
Kimberly Lucas Apr 09, 2012
LOVE YOU TILL WE MEET AGAIN SOON
miss you
Kimberly Lucas Apr 09, 2012
LOVE MOTHER
My memory
Kimberly Lucas Dec 25, 2011
love motherhttp://static.respectance.com/m1/memories/ba1m0nbbjgp08x_s.png
slowing down
Kimberly Lucas Dec 15, 2011
love mother
ps
the same presants are under the tree as always
till we meet again
My memory
Kimberly Lucas Sep 09, 2011
hows the day going i miss you so much it still hurts i wish they told me about your heart and things you never told me all the things that were going on then thats what hurts the most i would of done something about it i still wonder if you knew anything i am going tomorow to drs. to get reports untill next time
Where are you
Kimberly Lucas Aug 29, 2011
love and miss you so so much
love
mother
My memory
Kimberly Lucas Jun 17, 2011
i know your looking down at matt just you and him graduated i so very proud of you and him can you believe matt elementary school teacher who would of thought imiss and love you very much this emptyness will never go away till we meet again
love mother ps dont worry working on what happened