so  Rob ,bella's b-day was great Amity & Reba sent out pic ,and there were lots of People  wished i didn't live so faraway,I miss you  Robert ,i'm sitting here look at your pictures and the tears just flow, it's been a year and each and every day i talk to u and when i go to bed after a long night at work i come home and talk to u,I hope your keeping Beviss, in line we miss u 2 so very much .u r part of are daily lives and talked about every day ,1/2 my heart is with u son and the other 1/2 i use to live on this place called earth.missing u every day!!! love mom

well,it's your granddaughters birthday to day,we sent her some things,clothes,and a Baby doll she will have fun with that,also I've asked Heather& Alex to go and Bobby to so as he can get me some pics of bellas 1st birthday,i do wish now that we lived closer to everyone.this is killing me.

 well my only wish on my birthday was to see u but if i get it everyone would would want that wish so i just came here and found u,but not the same.... i miss u very much and my heart cries for u,and to hear your voice Rob,this life is not fare.so i keep u in my heart and tell u everyday I LOVE YOU!!! so if you are not busy look in on your granddaughter on the 25th at her party ok .love ~mom~

well,some new things for you even though you can see all we do,Rob,I know that you are watching all the moms and kids and i hope you hear them when they talk to you ,ss needs some good help right now and she needs someone she can count on sometimes.Brison is a handful but he acts just like you in ways,I need your help you know that i'm struggling with what to do and i feel stressed because i want to be with my kids and grandkids, but i know i have a life here to .I feel i need to be close to have your memories  remembered i know that we all love u with all are hearts,but being with Allison,Chad and everyone helps me make it because they all have memories of you .that make me want to be with them.we will see i guess!

well i"m sorry ,today it is quiet again and my mind goes to u its always u!I miss u each and everyday and today is no different I LOVE YOU ROBERT....MOM

well missing you is only the beginning of how I feel ,you are in my thoughts each and every day,and Rob thank you for watching over all of us down here we need it most of the time .And i hope that everyone is coming to visit you ,well our place here just keeps get better the fish in the pond are growing big and maurice put in the new pump ,it looks great hope to add on to it next year , well my son you are in my heart and prays each and every moment of the day,miss hearing from you , love mom

                                Mother......

A mother is someone full of wisdom and grace.

A mother is someone that stands by you no matter whatyou put her through,that mother is speical and that mother is you.

She knows all the things to say when your down ; she's wonderful

and loving all the way through that  mother is you.

So just remember ,no matter how old you get,or far away you are

you'll always be speical and beautiful  to me.

So when your down just read this and remember  I LOVE YOU MOM

                                                  Love always your son

                                                      Robert       1994

this gets me through my days ,love you my son.

I think now you know how much we all really always loved you ,Robert life can be so hard sometimes and sometimes we dont think of the conseques it will have .I know that I've made some bad choises  in my life and I know i cann't change it  but ,you and I know that it is possiable  to change ,and i thank god for giving me a christmas with you again and bringing you home to me ,you always have a place with me .and always have ,well i love you Robert and I think of you every day                                      love MOM

well i had to work the holiday  but the 5th we went to st. albans to see fireworks didn'tgo to track Robert ,life will never be the same again ,i hope that you watch over your kids and there mom's they are good mom's i just wished you could be here for them and with us as well i think of you and talk to you each and every day  love you mom

well rob,wishing you a happy 4th of july  and you know you have the best seat in the house,I'm really missing the sound of your voice now Rob ,I know that you are with me late at nite and keeping me safe.my mind never goes to far from you ,Robert  keep everyone safe and protect us all ,i love you   mom

my son I'm writing you today just to say that i love you and miss you very much ,my thoughts are with you each and every day,love mom

I hope you had a good father 's day just want you to know I love you and think of you each and eeryday,my day beings with you and ends with you Robert my thoughts and prays are with you each day. love mom

Have a wonderful Father's day my son ,I'm sure your childern are thinking of you today and and wish the father of us all a happy fathers day from your mom ok.I love you Robert ,I hope you know that notone day has gone bye since

you went home to be with the lord I don't say I love you , sometimes two or three times a day   love mom

Today is your day and we are thinking and doing speical things for you today

this day with you started out at 12:01 my alarm went off at work,and everyone new that it was your day I didnt even have to say a word,Rob I have some very caring friends ,My heart and thoughts our with you and theres,Rob you party hard and leave the good-looking angels alone. love mom

so Rob ,a year has came and went and another Birthday is coming I'm hope that people can write to you on that day.I know we all get busy ,but my mind is on you I put some more pictures of you on this site hope everyone likes them,Robert I want to wish you a Happy Birthday this year you will be 33,sorry for the tears but I still do that I Miss You my son . thoughts forever, mom

well im just missing you today,

HI! Robert well we all went to the placeing of your headstone ,It was nice we made bookmarkers and left some for others that come to see you and made flowers packets of forget me nots for people to plant for you.so you know we are thinking of you ,Robert I miss our long talks on the phone about the kids and whats going on with you ,and I'm sorry that people write things they dont know anything about ,but I figure those people dont know about how forgiveness gave us our new start .Ican say for both of us that was a god send .well now I'll look to the stars because I bought you a star for your Birthday this year ,well Robert its that  time again I'll write you soon,and talk at you later  I LOVE YOU,I read your letters all the time Thank-you for leaving them for me.they get me through bad days love you MOM

well Robert your headstone is done and to be placed,Robert  we are having a service in memory of you ,Rob ,I  know you have been with me alot lately and the girls at work know when you are there you play the music up high and turn channels,i say that my Robert.I miss you and those phone call so some nights I just sit and think of you.mostly cry.someone sent me a poem and I put it in your eulogy for the service.I know you will be there,and oh I'm going to see your granddaughter I will give BIG HUGS for you well Robert Lil Robert  is getting so big ,and Brison he is too.I love you Robert .write when i get back

                                                                  LOVE MOM

well Robert it's been almost a year and going to put your headstone on your grave for your one year memorial,Rob ,I miss you so , the long talks on the phone the e-mails of the grandkids ,and just hearing your voice that is so hard not a day goes by i do not think of you.......Robert i read your letters just about every day,and just knowing that we put our differences behind us i miss those hugs that a mom so longingly wait for and now all i can do is sit and talk to you in spirit.my heart is always with you ,and Robert you watch over your  kids and there mothers .and all my other grandkids.

                                                               love mom

It's been 3 mons. and i'm still in the daze ,I feel so lost i know you are

watching over everyone Rob, I sent lil rob some clothes from you ,and oh yes

some nikes, i hope heather never lets him forget his daddy.

  Robert I LOVE YOU SON you are in my thoughts all the time Robert

I do know we will be together again so for now you have a lot of family to get to know ,and enjoy getting to know your grandma Ruth she has wait 30 yrs

for one of her loved ones.              love  mom

Robert ,I miss you so very bad,I'm so glad we took the time to make up

for all the things in the passed ,I do miss our long talks about what was going

on in your life Robert watch over your childern and there MOMs.Now that

you  can see them all.You had a wonderful Birthday yesterday, from Vermont

to Fla we let balloons go.some didn't want to leave my yard so when you

want them take them.Your memorial garden and our seat is there,so we can

talk Robert I LOVE YOU                MOM