Shane, my memory of you will always be how nice kind and generous you are. Your death has had a profound effect on me because I have never felt such sadness since the day i found out that you had left this world for another. I would like to think that you are watching over your mum, as she loves you so much and misses you. I need you to help those who love you cope with not having your smilling face around everyday. Your sister and brother need your guidance and to know that you will always be around. I hope that you will guide me your mum and staff at NG to put a lasting tool together to help others understand what you have been through, please show us what you want and we will do it. none of this will bring you back i know that but it will be a lasting tribute to you who is so special and so so missed. I wish i could have done more when we had our chats. I miss you shane and always will, i will never forget you and all those chocy bars. See you again one day but for now goodnite. xxx