Yesterday was your birthday and although it was a tough day for me I realized how much of an impact you left on your nephew. We went to the cemetery to bring you flowers for your birthday. Since it was a windy day Travis and I went to the trunk to get something sturdier to hold your flowers down. Carson was sitting in the car because he was freezing. While Travis and I were going through the trunk we look over and Blake is sitting next to your grave with his hands in the praying position. We didn't want to disturb him but as I stood there and watched him I realized how much he loves you, how much he misses you and that he does talk to you. It brought tears to our eyes but it also brought joy to our hearts to know that Blake will forever cherish the time he had with you. He may be young but he understands life and death. He remembers all the wonderful things you did for him and all the wonderful things you did together. Thank you for loving my boys so much. You may be gone but Travis, Blake, Carson and I will never forget you. We miss you so much and know that you’re looking down on us smiling and watching over us. Especially our boys and that brings us comfort.
Forever in our hearts
beth.gillihan May 26, 2009