Stephen Earl cunningham Tribute

Hi Dad,just sitting here thinking about you, I laugh I cry,and im still angry.I just realized its been a whole year since iv gotten a hug or a phone call,,at this point in my life id go for either one of those rite now Dad.I set and thought about what happened a year ago today,,and I got to tell you, nothing has changed, that sick feeling in my gut is still there. I dont think theres a day that goes by that I dont have a lengthy conversation with you,sometimes it makes me feel better other days I just wanna crawl back in bed and do nothing. I know thats not what you want but sometimes you cant help it.I think about all the stuff you did with everyone throughout your life and ours,theres times I feel silly when someone says a certain date or year and I think to myself,ya i remember that year I still had my Dad.Im sorry Dad for alot of things that iv done in my life that didnt make you to happy,and im bettering myself now,I know its a little to late but I know your watching and your proud of me,just thought I needed to tell you that and get it off my chest,,, Well Dad I miss you and I know someday ill see you again,,,I love you Dad,,,
Dianna