Traci Charline Downs Cleveland Tribute

Yesterday a clerk at the store asked me if I knew you. It shocked me. Its been a few years since our accident and there isnt a day that passes that I wish it would have been me instead, No one understands the sisterhood we shared. You were the only one there for me when I was paralyzed on my bike. I live with regret everyday. My mind is still on that day and why didn't I grab you. Why didn't I save you. Why did God take you instead of me. I cant get the vision out of my mind of how I found you. Life is hard for me living with such guilt. I am so sorry. I Love you and will never forget. I cant even consider being close to another female because no one can replace the sisterhood you and I shared.
I am sorry and I miss you terribly.