It's not getting easier and the pain is even worse. I still cannot comprehend that you are gone from my life for good and I will grow old alone. So many dreams and plans were shattered by a careless piece of CRAP. I am struggling to get through each day without jumping in front of a train. I am dead inside.
You and Sarah were my whole world and reason for living. It's not right that God would do this to us at this time.
I love you baby forever and ever.