William Michael Koenig Tribute

Hi honey, Just sitting here listening to music and thinking of you. Miss dancing with you in the middle of the house. Had a pretty good night at work. Was pretty busy tonight and I did fairly well. Not like we would have in Philly but it works for me. Tomorrow we are going to head down to Philly for a little while. That drive always reminds me of you. How we used to have to stop every half hour or so. All the sites and places you wanted to visit and we had planned to see. It can be really hard sometimes. I will stop by and say hi to everyone as much as I can while I'm down there. I know you wouldn't want us to go down there and not stop by to see anyone. I love you so much. I sometimes think the pain of you not being here gets worse with each passing day instead of improving. I see you in my dreams and love to be there with you. Everything seems so real. Unfortunately I have to wake up from those dreams and come back to reality. Honey, I hate reality! I want to be with you! I miss you more than anything. I look forward to the day when we are reunited. Although I know that will most likely not be anytime soon as I have to many things here on this crappy planet that I must do. I look forward to sleeping just so I can be joined with you. Wish I could just sleep all the time but that isn't an option either. I know you are with me during those times when I am awake and I'm sure there are probably many people around here who think I am completely loony because I talk to what appears to be myself sometimes. I was thinking today how I can not really be myself out here like I could in Philly. I know you know what I mean. I don't want to have to continue hiding who I truly am. I know you wouldn't want that for me either. I know you want me smiling so I am working on what I have to in order to ensure that for you. Everything we had talked about is still in effect and I plan on doing all of it. I love you baby. Miss you! Hugzzzzzzzzzz and Kisszzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz Goodnight.