William Michael Koenig Tribute

Hey honey, Was just sitting here chatting on the phone when the landlord decided to rear his ugly head. I had to tell him what happened. Talk about an uncomfortable situation when someone you don't even really know tries to send his sympathies. Can you say Awkward??!! Otherwise it was a pretty decent day. I held my head up today and was doing pretty good for the most part until that little visit. We will be going to Philly on Sunday afternoon. I know you will be with me when I visit with Angie. She misses you so much honey. Everyone keeps telling me it gets easier but it really is just getting harder and harder to bear. I think of you all the time. I can't get you out of my head. I know you were here last night with us when the microwave went funky and freaked Bekka out. I know you had something to do with that since you were always one for messing with her! LOL I try to smile as much as I can because I know that is the way you want it. I have a slideshow screensaver of just you and whenever it comes up and I see your smiling face I can't help but smile and feel sad at the same time. You are such a handsome man baby. Probably the best I will ever have. You were always so worried about looking good for me like I was some prize. The real truth is you were too good for me. You were handsome, caring and had a great personality. Everyone loved you and you could have chosen anyone to be with yet you chose me. Still scratching my head on that one. I love you baby. Think I may turn in early tonight as I am just not myself now. I love you. I miss you! My guy!! Kisszzzzzzzzzzz & Hugzzzz