i have read your story over & over again and every time i end up in tears! this literally breaks my heart! how could a Dr that has went to school half of their life just turn you away saying that nothing is wrong? it is your body and you more than anyone know when something is wrong! it doesn't take a college degree to figure that one out! your baby boy was beautiful. I hope the Dr that put you through this terrible heartbreaking loss doesn't have a job to go back to, because it would only be a matter of time before she is too tired and lets another beautiful child that deserves to live a long healthy life die before it has a chance to live it! i know that nothing i say will help you cope with your loss but keep your head held high because Micah is watching over you and he would want you to be happy and just know that he is in a better place and doesn't have to face this cruel world! he has no pain and no fears. you will see him again one day :) he blessed your life so much in the little time that he was in it, but you have got to know that he keeps on blessing you! he hand picked your beautiful baby girl caydence and their will always be a little piece of him in her.