The AIDS Memorial Online Tribute

its been 7 years to the day since my bestfriend, partner snd soulmate left me to be in heaven , not a day a day goes by that i dont remember that sly smile that caught my eye on that halloween night and 8 years since. when i feel in love the only to person to make me smile, cry and laugh all at the same time came in my life and left just as fast. i loved scott with all my heart and took care of him for 3 years when he could care for himself,. i wouldnt trade that for anything. i look at all the advances that have taken place in 7 years since he left and i get angry, sad and depressed. is it selfish that i wanted him to hangon for my sake, so i wouldnt be alone, to keep going through life as a single when i should be a pair in the card deck of life. its hard being a queen without a king. i look all around at all the couples, and wonder what if.....i know i'm wrong, but it hurts so much . so i say to all of you fighting, don't give up. No matter what happens and how u feel ....dont give up hope. i wish u all love, hope, and a future filled with romance. I miss you Scott.