MY ONE AND ONLY BROTHER TOOK HIS LIFE BY SUICIDE/OR MURDER NOT SURE WHICH ONE . AND I FEEL LIKE I COULD HAVE DONE SOMETHING TO STOP HIM, TO SAVE HIM, TO HELP HIM BUT I WAS TOO LATE NOW I FEEL LIKE HIS DEATH WAS MY FAULT CAUSE I DIDN'T HELP TO SAVE HIM , NOW A SON , A FATHER , A BROTHER , HUSBAND , A FRIEND WAS TAKEN FROM SO MANY PEOPLE THAT LOVED HIM SO VERY MUCH AND WILL FOREVER MISS HIM. I FEEL LIKE IF I HAD FOUND HIM IN TIME OR DONE MORE HE WOULD STILL BE HERE BUT HE'S GONE AND THE WORLD LOST A GREAT PERSON THAT BROUGHT SO MUCH LAUGHTER AND JOY AND HAPPINESS TO EVERYONE THAT KNEW HIM AND LOVED HIM AND LOVED BEING AROUND HIM. HE WAS SO VERY SPECIAL TO ALL WHO KNEW HIM NOW HE'S GONE FOREVER